I'm drinking now on the coke and good stuff but has anyone drank on coke and got higher, sorry off topic
I am very surprised that no one else has addressed this in this thread yet so here goes....
The combinations and doses of substances that you are taking are
extremely dangerous and potentially life-threatening. Please stop and consider what you are doing and how you are going to work towards getting your substance abuse under control before you wind up dead.
Large amounts of benzos and alcohol can cause blackouts, a very dangerous type of amnesia where you can appear quite lucid and capable at the time yet your brain is heavily intoxicated and you are quite impaired. During these episodes people have been known to drive vehicles, pick fights with people, injure themselves, lose their wallet phone keys etc, end up in jail or in hospital, and absolute worst case scenario either kill someone or themselves. The person will often have ZERO RECOLLECTION of the events. It is very likely that you have already experienced blackouts before.
Another danger of combining alcohol and benzos in high amounts is that they are both CNS depressants which means if you take enough of both and fall asleep, you will simply stop breathing and die.
Taking cocaine and alcohol together has a different but equally as serious risk. Cocaine + ethanol = cocaethylene, which is an extremely toxic substance that can cause strokes, heart attacks and organ failure, leading to death. Cocaethylene takes a really long time to break down and leave the body so even after your coke and alcohol binge is over you're still at risk of stroke or heart attack days or weeks afterwards.
I really urge you to have a good look at what you're doing to yourself and why, and work towards cleaning up a bit. Cutting down the benzos is gonna be the hardest part, but there is a tonne of help out there, for when you're ready.
If you're binge drinking and taking benzos every day, DO NOT STOP WITHOUT MEDICAL TREATMENT. You will likely have withdrawal seizures. Have you had seizures before when you tried to stop/cut down?