I know I'm planning to get a load and cut down when I get paid just gotta survive until then lolBeen an Opioid addict for over 20 years now and its caused me so many complications in my life. Couldn't even tell you how many times I've gone through withdrawals thankfully the Bupe has me stabilized. But yeah not just the drugs themselves but the lifestyle is fucked. Been in an outta jails and prisons pretty consistently due to the circumstances I put myself in for drugs/money.
You really need to quit while your ahead man before you through your life away, but you gotta wanna leave it be. But yeah man I know how it is and people cant tell me shit sometimes the chance of me being on Opioids of some type permanently is significant. I'm about to dose 2mgs Buprenorphine right now I'm in the process of weaning down and off, will be making switch towards Kratom and the Loperamide followed by sobriety. You wouldn't believe all the crazy shit Heroin caused to be happen to me. Just having to goto some of the inner city areas around here is sketchy as fuck I've been held up at knife/gunpoint many times over the years.
I've always just been an anxious person I'm good at hiding it but it's still their weed and opiates have always helped me in the beginning but of course after some good tolerance development the cons quickly out weigh the pros I used to work in a supermarket but quit for reasons I won't get into here ever since I quit all my drug use has got out of control I'll admit I used to think i was a bit cool but theirs nothing cool about no one trusting you or you being to embarrassed to hang around with people because I'm always so high I've nodded out in some bad places and situations before lo lol I can laugh about it but it's still shameful but I now know this life is not sustainable I just need to cut downBeen an Opioid addict for over 20 years now and its caused me so many complications in my life. Couldn't even tell you how many times I've gone through withdrawals thankfully the Bupe has me stabilized. But yeah not just the drugs themselves but the lifestyle is fucked. Been in an outta jails and prisons pretty consistently due to the circumstances I put myself in for drugs/money.
You really need to quit while your ahead man before you through your life away, but you gotta wanna leave it be. But yeah man I know how it is and people cant tell me shit sometimes the chance of me being on Opioids of some type permanently is significant. I'm about to dose 2mgs Buprenorphine right now I'm in the process of weaning down and off, will be making switch towards Kratom and the Loperamide followed by sobriety. You wouldn't believe all the crazy shit Heroin caused to be happen to me. Just having to goto some of the inner city areas around here is sketchy as fuck I've been held up at knife/gunpoint many times over the years.
yeah I used to think that but it's an illusion your have to take care of the problems that are causing the drug useI have a different take on this. Drugs have gotten me through life. Being upset or confused about something, they've brought clarity to me. I'm not anti-social but my nature is that of a loner, so self-medicating has always helped me and I don't have a single regret
The only thing I've felt as wasted time was when I spent a few months trying different psychiatric drugs. It wasn't bad or good, just weird and I don't even like thinking about that experience. I'm not, by any stretch saying that drugs are medicinal but for me there are quite a few that work that way
I feel much better and able-bodied on drugs than I do without them. I came to that ultimate conclusion a few years ago even if I've known it my entire life. Still, there's no need to glorify any drug. Just appreciate them (drugs) for what they are, a gift. Not everybody appreciates the gifts they're given and that's all right. If we all liked the same thing, that'd mean humans are incapable of having an imagination
I don't think any addict can call themselves a 'survivor' until they get clean and stay clean...
Well maybe, but for me that isn't true. Without drugs it seems like I have so many problems that I can't even think straight. With them, the problems are still there but I can deal with themyeah I used to think that but it's an illusion your have to take care of the problems that are causing the drug use
This is a good question seriously. I know of someone who relapsed after 25 years pulling a sponsee out of a crack house. Do you "stay clean" or is it "just for today"? Can't be both ways.What does "staying clean" mean though? Is 2 years "stayed clean"? Even if they wind up using again not long later? 5 years? 10?
I mean, does there come a point where you can really say you got clean and stayed off drugs?
What does "staying clean" mean though? Is 2 years "stayed clean"? Even if they wind up using again not long later? 5 years? 10?
I mean, does there come a point where you can really say you got clean and stayed off drugs?
Don't inject, that is such an important rule. I never have and never will and it's probably why I'm alive, IVing drugs will make your addiction and the danger so much worse.