FunctionalJnkieGrl
Bluelighter
I feel bad for not waiting til the end of this month, but desperate times call for desperate measures. The only way I was able to have restraint from taking the morphine sooner is because I also have a perc and oxycontin hookup to help me get by. The morphine was intended for an end-of-the-year treat (or as an emergency stash in case I couldn't get my usual), but shit happens. Last weekend was so shitty that I couldn't help myself, which although it felt amazing, I still can't help but be disappointed in myself that I didn't stick to my plan. I usually have more willpower, but I guess this shitty year got the better of me.How the hell have you had morphine for so long without taking it? Tremendous strength of will bro.![]()
I would love to try oral morphine but you are not worried about bioavailability (BA)?. I took a painkiller called tapentadol and also the BA is similar to oral morphine and it traumatizes me a lot.![]()

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