Blowmonkey
Bluelight Crew
just read the whole thread, instead of liking every post and clogging up the latest activity with emojis I'll just share how I feel about this
And it never works. Hardest part is finally making a couple steps forward and then being flung back again. And it always seems to get worse each time. But then you plateau again and think, today is the day, lmao, only for someone or something to remind you, nah, that's not gonna work either. So whatever. I've had enough of it really. Finding motivation is a challenge, sometimes you cling to dumb shit. I don't know, whatever keeps you going, drugs mostly.Sometimes, I try to do things
And it just doesn't work out the way I want it to
And I get real frustrated
And like, I try hard to do it
And I like, take my time, but it just doesn't work out the way I want it to
It's like I concentrate on it real hard
But it just doesn't work out
And everything I do and everything I try
It never turns out
It's like, I need time to figure these things out
But there's always someone there going
"Hey Mike, you know, we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately, you know?
You should maybe get away
And like, maybe you should talk about it, you'll feel a lot better"
And I go, "No it's okay, you know, I'll figure it out
Just leave me alone, I'll figure it out, you know?
I'm just working on myself"
They go, "Well you know, if you want to talk about it, Ill be here, you know
And you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it
So why don't you talk about it?"
I go, "No I don't want to, I'm okay! I'll figure it out myself