edit: Maybe I just have to admit it: eating vegan or vegetarian isn't healthy. Sure, I feel stupendous when I'm eating a mostly raw diet. Yeah, my bowel movements are frequent, large, and enjoyable. No, my stomach is never bloated or grumbling, or painful and gassy. Yes, I drop excess weight that I probably shouldn't be carrying around. But, every nutritionist in the world is saying I'm lacking this or that, then I look up the symptoms of the deficiency and say to myself, "Hmm... maybe I feel that way." It's almost a feeling of guilt that I'm eating what appears to be healthy while most other people eat utter shit. Maybe I do need to get my 400 grams of protein a day? Maybe I need those extra pounds on my body? And maybe I need to eat those whole-wheat carbs that make me want to take a nap and have me feeling weighted down for hours? Who the fuck knows?