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Bluelighter
^ What is with your attitude lately? I've met plenty of mentally strong people who happen to have an overactive fight-or-flight response. I'm one of them.
^ What is with your attitude lately? I've met plenty of mentally strong people who happen to have an overactive fight-or-flight response. I'm one of them.
He appears to be facetious.^ What is with your attitude lately? I've met plenty of mentally strong people who happen to have an overactive fight-or-flight response. I'm one of them.
A responsible "consistent" Methamphetamine User :D
Has anyone ever heard of this? I'm sure there has to at least be one responsible meth user out there.
Maybe there is a man out there that raises a family of 4 and works a blue collar job. He pays his bills & taxes on time. The only thing he does is take one hit on the meth pipe in the morning for the energy needed to be a sufficient worker. He makes sure only to take one hit at 6 AM, so he can get to sleep at 10 PM every night AND he makes sure he washes out on the weekend (not use meth), so he doesn't become dependent on the substance. If his tolerance starts to build and he becomes too dependent, he quickly stops using meth and substitutes to caffeine. Sure, there are going to be some withdrawals, but he sucks it up and gets through it.
Is this possible? I'm sure there has to be at least one guy or gal out there. I mean the odds would be like 00.0000001%, but you never know.
ive also IV'd and snorted heroin and I never really like the zombie and vegetable state it left me in. id rather be trying to function (its a trap you tell yourself you are getting things done..but you're not, more likely then not you spend hours fapping -_-) and being up so meth fit the groove for me. I dunno i feel like SOMETHING in the dope always makes me sick. I get some stamps that are good but usually something causes a prolonged nauseaI've used heroin occasionally and never got addicted.
Wish I could say the same about meth... I'm now slowly recovering from a heavy 3 year addiction.![]()
Now don't take this as an insult I'm just trying to look at this from multiple perspectives. You've used 20 times in the last three years and no addiction I believe you mean you havent ran into a dependence or any withdraws but that doesn't mean there is no addiction. Just because it is a controlled use over a period of time doesnt mean there is none there is such a thing as a controlled addiction and not always but most of the time at least from my experience that controlled addiction will eventually turn into a out of control physical dependent addiction. Now dont get me wrong there are plently of people who can keep it controlled forever but again that doesn't necessarily mean there is no "addiction" in their use but my question for you is can you stop? just go cold turkey and be done?
I lightly experimented with H and other hard drugs (no meth). I don't know how but I didn't get addicted. it was fun but it could have cost me everything. What seperates the experimenter from the addict? Maybe luck, maybe biology, I don't know. Looking back it was stupid. Its not worth the risk.
Like have any of you been able to keep it at a weekly or monthly use without getting carried away and addicited?
yea, but how excited are you on those 2 days?? just be cumming your pants, man.Ive been using on and off since 2002. For 4 years without any real issues but since then ive had a few short bouts (maybe 2 months at the most) of daily use and ive had a fair bit of withdrawal and hone through periods of injecting but now 10 plus years down the line im using a bag or two a week, only ever smoked and ive managed to graduate from uni and hold down several jobs in the process. Ive never comitted crime to fund it and i look after myself most of time. I have bipolar and i could easily use every day because of that but i respect the drug and know it could destroy me. Most street junkies would be jealous of me but in reality im still a junky. Also, i have weekly psychotherapy and ive just completed a course of addiction counselling. I want to stop completely but that seemingly small bag per week is the hardest to kick.
I dont beat myself up because i know its not my fault. Ive tried everything to stay clean. Ive made the effort and ive come a long way. I got reaally depressed a few years ago and was using huge doses. Long story short i died for a short time and was revived. Since then ive wanted to get properly clean.
Basically id probably be viewed as a fairly succesful addict but its been a constant battle to keep my head above water trust me., its damaged my life in more unexpected ways.
Dabble if you want but you better be prepared for that feeling haunting you for ever.