Lopez
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- Oct 21, 2010
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i suffer from clinical depression and ocd. the depression is rather severe and as a consequence i have very low self confidence, horrible social anxiety, EXTREME lethargy, etc.
i've been on prozac, effexor, and risperdal, but none of them helped and some just made the depression worse (risperdal). it's safe to say ssri's have no effect on me at all (except maybe making me overly emotional), but that's all my psych will prescribe (or antipsychotics, which will just worsen my situation)
via recreational drug use i found that what i need to help me with my depression isn't a depressant/sedative (i've used benzo's and they just made me oblivious and unproductive) but in fact a stimulant (adderall COMPLETELY solved my depression problem along with the lethargy, social anxiety, and etc.). the only problem is that due to my record of drug abuse i'm pretty sure i won't be prescribed any abusable substances (i.e. methylphenidate, amphetamines, etc.) and even if i was prescribed them, tolerance would be a problem.
so basically i need something that will give me a sense of well-being, motivation, and energy but at the same time without inducing tolerance (sounds too good to be true).
i've heard that wellbutrin (bupropion) has methylphenidate-like effects without the addiction/tolerance problem. is this true? what other antidepressant medications can have this effect?
any advice would be greatly appreciated as i can no longer manage this depression on my own. thanks.
i've been on prozac, effexor, and risperdal, but none of them helped and some just made the depression worse (risperdal). it's safe to say ssri's have no effect on me at all (except maybe making me overly emotional), but that's all my psych will prescribe (or antipsychotics, which will just worsen my situation)
via recreational drug use i found that what i need to help me with my depression isn't a depressant/sedative (i've used benzo's and they just made me oblivious and unproductive) but in fact a stimulant (adderall COMPLETELY solved my depression problem along with the lethargy, social anxiety, and etc.). the only problem is that due to my record of drug abuse i'm pretty sure i won't be prescribed any abusable substances (i.e. methylphenidate, amphetamines, etc.) and even if i was prescribed them, tolerance would be a problem.
so basically i need something that will give me a sense of well-being, motivation, and energy but at the same time without inducing tolerance (sounds too good to be true).
i've heard that wellbutrin (bupropion) has methylphenidate-like effects without the addiction/tolerance problem. is this true? what other antidepressant medications can have this effect?
any advice would be greatly appreciated as i can no longer manage this depression on my own. thanks.