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Greenlighter
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- Jan 27, 2016
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About a year ago, I used to be a very heavy "spice" user. Towards the end of my addiction, I noticed that weird things started to happen to me. Seriously hear me out on this. I started to notice that people around me would always be coughing. This was in the beginning of my second semester of senior year in high school. I would be in class and everyone in the classroom would be coughing really bad. Even people in the next classrooms would be coughing really bad and I would look up at my teacher with his hand over his mouth looking down trying really hard to not cough. One day I went to an animal shelter to go look at the dogs. Whenever I walked into there, all the dogs in there started barking and crying. Everybody was just staring at me and could tell it was me cause the dogs were all fine and playing with people before I walked in. This happened to me 2 different times after this one. Soon I started to notice that all the dogs in my neighborhood would start barking if I ever walked outside, like just to my car. During my graduation lots of people were coughing and baby's would be crying and coughing. Same thing happened when I went to my cousins graduation. My mom had my little brother a couple months after I graduated. The baby would always be crying in pain whenever I would come around or if my mom and the baby were out and they would come home when I've been at the house, the baby would literally start crying hysterically when she would open the front door. And it was because of me. Same shit for the whole next year and even still if I just go sit on my back porch to smoke a cigarette, literally every dog in the neighborhood that is outside will start barking, howling, and crying in pain. None of this would ever happen to me until about 2 months after becoming a heavy and addicted spice user. I don't ever talk to girls or leave the house to make friends because I'm so embarrassed by it. I fell like I've been forced to live in exile and loneliness for ever. I though it would go away after a month or two but no. I'm really close to my breaking point. Please tell me I'm not alone in this private hell.