ThaDudeAbides
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I've had this same thing happen to me OP. It sounds like you have true paranoia that is so strong you are actually hallucinating what you describe. I was in rehab when it happened to me. I kept hearing the sound of people spitting. Every room I walked into it seemed everyone was spitting something out. I thought the entire facility was targeting me and fucking with my head. A place with 150 other patients and nurses and my paranoid made me think I was some special case and everyone knew all about me and they were fucking with me. I hallucinated the nurses telling me to "fuck off". Which never happened. REAL paranoia is scary to live with. I don't think you are crazy OP. However you NEED to seek help and probably be prescribed an anti-psychotic.
My paranoia came from past drug use, benzo withdrawl and a fucked up beliefs I had that fucked with my inner voice. Please seek help. You shouldn't be walking around life feeling the way you currently do. You need a mental health DR, not a physician which is probably the one who gave you a weird look. Get help and it DOES get better. Good luck
My paranoia came from past drug use, benzo withdrawl and a fucked up beliefs I had that fucked with my inner voice. Please seek help. You shouldn't be walking around life feeling the way you currently do. You need a mental health DR, not a physician which is probably the one who gave you a weird look. Get help and it DOES get better. Good luck