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Bluelighter
Hello everyone, I am back and I need help bad.
So have been trying to get off drugs for some time now.
Most of you know this from my previous threads.
Right now I am heavy addicted to U-47700 and Tianeptine.
The withdrawals from these are pure hell and agony that shows no mercy.
I have been doing a gram of U-47700 a day - literally doing it every hour.
I would wake up every hour at night and have to go re-dose. It's hell.
As for the Tianeptine, I have been doing over 3 grams a day.
I am IVing both of these and it has ruined my arms, feet, and hands to a permanent degree.
I took my last dose of U-47700 this morning and I'm already feeling the withdrawals.
I have one tiny dose left of the Tianeptine, which I plan on taking here shortly.
I have overnight ordered 100 grams of Red Bali Kratom.
I also have about 30 Etizolam 1MG tablets.
These two drugs have very short half lifes so I'm hoping it does not last long.
The pain of withdrawal is equaled to about 180 MG of methadone withdrawal.
It makes me cry how bad it is, begging for someone to off me.
I just want to warn everyone that's reading this, it's not worth it!!
These two drugs have changed me. I have been trying to get off of it and it's near impossible.
Finally, enough is enough. I am going to do this, no matter how bad it gets.
I am hoping that the kratom will help, but I am not sure due to how high my tolerance is currently.
Also, I am hoping this Kratom does come in tomorrow, if not, I will be in agony.
The grip of addiction is so strong.
My world is falling apart.
I have to do this.
I really need everyones support, please..
You all have helped me in the past and I know I can get thru this with the help of moral support.
I will keep everyone updated. I may be too sick to even get on the computer but I will try my best.
Wish me luck, and much love to you all.
So have been trying to get off drugs for some time now.
Most of you know this from my previous threads.
Right now I am heavy addicted to U-47700 and Tianeptine.
The withdrawals from these are pure hell and agony that shows no mercy.
I have been doing a gram of U-47700 a day - literally doing it every hour.
I would wake up every hour at night and have to go re-dose. It's hell.
As for the Tianeptine, I have been doing over 3 grams a day.
I am IVing both of these and it has ruined my arms, feet, and hands to a permanent degree.
I took my last dose of U-47700 this morning and I'm already feeling the withdrawals.
I have one tiny dose left of the Tianeptine, which I plan on taking here shortly.
I have overnight ordered 100 grams of Red Bali Kratom.
I also have about 30 Etizolam 1MG tablets.
These two drugs have very short half lifes so I'm hoping it does not last long.
The pain of withdrawal is equaled to about 180 MG of methadone withdrawal.
It makes me cry how bad it is, begging for someone to off me.
I just want to warn everyone that's reading this, it's not worth it!!
These two drugs have changed me. I have been trying to get off of it and it's near impossible.
Finally, enough is enough. I am going to do this, no matter how bad it gets.
I am hoping that the kratom will help, but I am not sure due to how high my tolerance is currently.
Also, I am hoping this Kratom does come in tomorrow, if not, I will be in agony.
The grip of addiction is so strong.
My world is falling apart.
I have to do this.
I really need everyones support, please..
You all have helped me in the past and I know I can get thru this with the help of moral support.
I will keep everyone updated. I may be too sick to even get on the computer but I will try my best.
Wish me luck, and much love to you all.
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