Good man I am glad the swelling went down in your hands. You think they are going to be okay? I know the struggle sucks, I am currently suffering as well because of my stupid, greedy and arrogant decisions I have made. Sometimes it seems like it will never end and I should just give up. I deserve this though because of who I am. Good luck man and hang in there.I am feeling a little better now - I have no kratom until tomorrow - so I know I will be pretty comfortable until then.
I also ran out of etiz :S but hey, at least the swelling of my hands went down a little bit!
Feeling alot better guys.
I have been drinking kratom tea three times a day, and it's been working wonderfully.
My hands are almost back to normal size - they just hurt a little.
Kratom is a life savor right now.
ahh yes, Saver is what I meant! lol.
Yeah man, the scared me off from IVing ever again.
My veins are completely gone anyways.
I don't plan on getting back on hard drugs - I will use this Kratom and then taper off that.
The hardest part is not doing ANYTHING. It's like my mind goes crazy when I'm sober..
I sure do not want to live sick every day.
I am trying to lower my kratom dosage now too,
I can't wait to wake up feeling good!
Great Job Sweetyjane on staying clean! You're over the hump now!!
Hey man, I am really glad to hear your situation is improving. I don't know sometimes if I choose this shit or if it chooses me. I feel like the cycle will never be broken, like I am screwed forever. Anyways again it's great to hear you doing better and I continue to wish you well and maybe one day we can find peace of its in the cards.I sure do not want to live sick every day.
I am trying to lower my kratom dosage now too,
I can't wait to wake up feeling good!
Great Job Sweetyjane on staying clean! You're over the hump now!!