thank you ratched actualy you almost make me cry for the things you wrote because its true they love me and i fucked up again

, and sorry for my writing mistakes i am used to spanish, and yes it was a very weak moment my fiance addmited she cheated on me and went to my plugs house just to have a couple of beers that was the plan, then y took 4mg of klonopin and kept drinking to try to forgett; after and hour i said fuck it and took 4 hits of weed and went on stupid mode 1000% i was so slow and felt very intoxicated, so i told him to give me a little coke to stand again and go back home without looking all fuked up,