Fungus_Am0nguz
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- Nov 19, 2022
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Day 41
Wow i feel great, the Iboga ceremony went great, it was not as intense as the first time but it definitely finish cleaning me up, we did tea this and the come up is fast and intense but so is the come down, just as fast, whole thing lasted 6 hours instead of 10. Tuesday was when i took it at night, didnt sleep that night, Wednsday was a very instropective day, analyzing what i saw and the questions we did. Last night i slept 5:30 hours, also took a solid shit (i wanted to cry when i saw it lol) no skin crawls, good mood, happier, no ideas of drugs of any kind, free at last. Now time for phase 2, gotta get my money up, luckily everything is set up to keep me busy. One thing is that my attudide is different, its not i know what i have to do, is i want to do what i have to do. Makes a lot of difference.
I was reading Marcus Aurelius today and wanted to write this small passage:
"Remember how long you've been putting this off, how many extensions the gods gave you, and you didnt use them. At some point you have to recognize what world is it that you belong to; what power rules it and from what source you spring; that there is a limit to the time assigned you and if you dont use it to free yourself it will be gone and will never return" Yeah fuck hard drugs.
Funghi out
Wow i feel great, the Iboga ceremony went great, it was not as intense as the first time but it definitely finish cleaning me up, we did tea this and the come up is fast and intense but so is the come down, just as fast, whole thing lasted 6 hours instead of 10. Tuesday was when i took it at night, didnt sleep that night, Wednsday was a very instropective day, analyzing what i saw and the questions we did. Last night i slept 5:30 hours, also took a solid shit (i wanted to cry when i saw it lol) no skin crawls, good mood, happier, no ideas of drugs of any kind, free at last. Now time for phase 2, gotta get my money up, luckily everything is set up to keep me busy. One thing is that my attudide is different, its not i know what i have to do, is i want to do what i have to do. Makes a lot of difference.
I was reading Marcus Aurelius today and wanted to write this small passage:
"Remember how long you've been putting this off, how many extensions the gods gave you, and you didnt use them. At some point you have to recognize what world is it that you belong to; what power rules it and from what source you spring; that there is a limit to the time assigned you and if you dont use it to free yourself it will be gone and will never return" Yeah fuck hard drugs.
Funghi out