"Are these drugs the same as speed and ice? what about crystal meth? is meth a lot more harmful/addictive?"
I was struggling with living 3.5 years ago. I saw a top PsychDoc who put me on Methylphenidate, after several other meds, because he thought i had a distraction/attitional/stickability issue-10mgs 2x daily.
Here there's only Methylphenidate/Dexamphetamine for ADD/HD-1st line
I revisited him a few months ago (now i was scripted 80mgs Methylphenidate daily)
I mentioned to him (perhaps stupidly ummm) that i had tried SOIK's 5mg Dexamphetamine tabs, and after taking 1, tab i fell into a deep sleep, and felt relaxed/lasyish.
I straight out asked to be changed over to Dex, which he had no issue with-20mgs daily, i felt i had the right to be so bold, as after 3.5 years Methyl treatment it wasn't working as well anymore.
Well it certainly quietened my 'head noise' and afforded some mental peace EARLY ON, unfortunately as the following weeks passed i found myself becoming mentally unstable, like i was going to lose it, it became so concerning i saw another Doc and received Risperdal, i was real concerned for my mental state.
I recently read that when one first takes amphetamine, they feel like a rock star, but after prolonged daily use become paranoid, suspicious, 'CIA is tracking my thoughts' thinking. This can eventually lead to a state akin to acute paranoid schizophrenia.
I dumped the Dex and put up with the depression, restlessness, mental strife until i went back on Methylphenidate.
I had the occasion recently to visit a psychiatric unit, and several people there, i spoke to/learned about, were there due to smoking Crank/Meth.
No preaching here folks, i'm all for playing safe and having fun, just telling it like i saw it.