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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

Stimulants amphetamine/speed, UK, need help please, paranoia/psychosis...

Plus I find it amazing that some abuse meth/speed/adderall mixing it with other stuff daily or regulary for years and don't get psychosis or paranoia...and others do it rarely for fun and get a full blown paranoia and delusions....yeah lifes not fair but still. meh
A few times I suffered trough that boredom (never tried meth tough), shadow people were actually really cool to me, we even danced in my room, I dont know why they like me
 
Yeah but 12 hours is impossible, I think I underrate the stuff...few big lines keep me awake for days but I keep having more and more for the sole reason of getting horny....I will try to control it, I once called the police and said that there is a gang of people in the car outside wanting to storm my house...they sent around 4 cars to my house and even the guys said I'm high as a kite and stop wasting our time, I kept pleading with them and even stood on my knees asking for protection, whole block was blocked off and they kept looking for the guys...they had to even knowing that the caller...me, was on some drugs or had mental issues, whole street seen and heard me shouting for help, embarrasing tbh..

I tried to see if I take out my sim card and won't be able to dial emergency....nope, even without the sim you still can, maybe somehow to block the police nunber would be cool but I use the phone for masturbation.
How often do you redose those lines to stay horny all the time, I always fuck up with redosing. Not that I am encouraging the 4 day thing.
 
Some guy did this to on Amphetamine-sulphate quite pure quality overhere.
The only reason to cut it to the around 70 % purity i can think off,
making it easy on the nose or as its to wet/ clumpy to snort without it?
Or its 70 % Amhetamineand the rest suphate, no chemist nor testeing facility.

Don t know, was not bout the money as it was cheap as in really cheap.
Kept him up days, i once did a mistake with a other naieve mate treating it like Coke. 🙀 dumb move
Like we had a gram, so after 1-st line 'you feel any thing' ... 'no' nother line.
Till we consumed 500 mg each, empty bag.

Its not like Coke was obvious a creeper that once going was unstoppeable.
12 hours of highspeed conversation, mobilezation. We ended in a Coffeeshop in the city.
Just as the clock said: 12 hours have past. And then a sudden drop the comedown.

Day after real bad, and we didn t even drink Booze luckily. Went home and lights out.
They after wasn t great either, finished mental and physically. So my overdose,
kept me up 14 hours max. 500 mg lets assume 50 % pure, safe side.
250 mg kept me up no longer then 12 then crashed. No intention to redose would we have another bag !
 
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The auditory hallucinations and psychosis you experience is a direct result of not sleeping, hence the “demonic voices” stop once you go to sleep..

Naturally, we experience these insane, imaginary episodes when you go several days without sleeping - no matter what the substances and/or rationale for staying awake is.

To put it simply, you would likely experience the same madness if you were to stay up 4 nights in a row without taking any drugs at all.

I find that once I’ve been awake for 24 hours, it’s imperative to wind down. However, I would not advise the methods that I use to wind down - but they are often extreme, because thats how pivotal sleep is on amphetamine binges.
 
Simply staying awake for too long will cause what they used to call a toxic psychosis. People go wacko gambling and losing their life savings in Vegas for days straight without drugs. DJ's have had fund raisers where they stay awake for contributions and have been thinking people were plotting against them after many days awake.

Don't stay awake that long. A couple days will make you edgy and neurotic, 4 days is making you psychotic. Perfectly natural. If you need to keep going on speed benders, you'll have to make them shorter.
 
Shadow people are completely standard for a 4 day speed bender

As others have said, buy less speed at a time, it costs nothing even when buying in small amounts.

If you can trust yourself with benzos have some on hand to make coming off a bender a bit easier
I’ve always heard about people on (meth)amphetamine benders seeing shadow people/hearing voices/etc and I go on 3+ days fairly regularly and never have any of these effects. Not saying I’m upset about it or want to experience it, but it makes me wonder why it’s so widely common to cause people go so crazy yet my mentally unstable ass is perfectly okay. Even the times I’ve been up for 4-5 days the worst paranoia I’ve experienced is thinking my girl was hiding more meth from me so she’d have more and that she was smoking out of my stash instead of her own lol. Both of which I’d easily been able to drop the feeling of when I tell myself I get the bag, weigh and split it and my half stays on my person til it’s gone so she doesn’t even have a chance to pull any stingy shit. She isn’t like that at all anyway and I somehow manage to keep a level enough head with days of sleep deprivation to realize that lol

I can always tell when she’s starting to tweak bad though cause she’ll just be looking all around like she’s anticipating something is about to jump out at her. And jumps at every single little noise(or lack there of). It’s actually pretty funny to watch but at the same time it starts to make me worried that I’m lookin twacked too lol. No matter how geeked out I get all it makes me do is want to clean, work or fuck. I’ve been getting straight garbage lately though that makes me just want to smoke and smoke and smoke and not do anything else, which tbh I don’t even think is meth but maybe some sort of cathinone because the redose compulsion is worse than I’ve ever been. Especially for something that has had very little, if any effect on me. But the last bag I picked up is actually damn good. Carried a new dryer to my basement, spent hours researching electrical shit to figure out how to properly change out the cord. Actually changing the cord was easy, finding an answer to an old grounding system wasn’t. It was more my skepticism of electricity and shitty wiring that took so long, but I couldn’t find any definitive answer on what side of a thin metal bar to screw a wire into and didn’t know if doing it wrong would cause my entire dryer to become electrified in the case of a malfunction cause I read way too far into it and made myself paranoid. But yeah essentially too much amphetamines turns me into mister fix it(but spend more time doing research) rather than a paranoid schizophrenic lol
 
its so strange to read this like exactly couple years ago friend got acute schizo well acute psychosis ended up on Xeplion paliperidone was high grams and grams of amph sulfate and high amount of weed. now I'm somehow constant non sleeper but I work wit speed and i actually take 0,5 clonazepam and with african house go to sleep there is no demons on that music.

look deff you arevery sugestible to I was everywhere I saw some or think I did but why being scared I mean delta force came to guard you So shaddow people left to another victim as you believe in them and no it is not a joke. just

please it is easy to take drugs moderately if not you should not deprived yourself from sleep and than speed edgines jittery and fast turn left then right up, down and weed with psychedelia that is just going with your thoughts as cannabis when you take a great moderateammount when eat well and slept normal you will get creative or just fooling arround call a friend do not get caught in loops like that call someone who won't judge you maybe a bit but that will get you to sleep. I know one can get catatonic but try also walk maybe ruun a bit tired yourself....sleep and orally is always lighter come up and down

be safe B vitamins and vit c ascorbic or liposomal but just take 3 grams of ascorbic acid it is working some as antioxidant and last NAC will not but probably will get you to lower that noradrenaline through glutathione its all there on psychonaut or wiki
dont worry read others stories here that was always helping me before...still would but I learned how not to go into these states of I dont remember ever being paranoid but maybe that is also problem see you are already like wtf this guy is rambling and you go sleep in 10...9 yeah right
chill
peace
 
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