colin681996
Bluelighter
Im very worried that I have caused permanent damage to my serotonergic system.
I have only taken MDMA on 3 occasions (Half a pill on my first time while drunk, 1 pill and a half on my second time and 1 pill and a half on my third time while drunk)
My first time was in March, my second time was two weeks later and my third time (the last time I rolled) was 2 months after my second roll.
I had the typical hangover and after a couple of days I was beginning to feel my normal self. A couple of weeks later I suddenly started waking up and feeling 'different' My emotions and thoughts were completely off and seemed as if the joy had been sucked out of life.
Not much has improved since then and a couple of weeks ago began to basically lose my libido and not as firm erections in the morning. At the moment I am not getting erections in the morning at all.
Originally i thought I had only drank around 3 times since my last roll but its been about 6 or 7 times. I really hope I can get back to the old me
I have only taken MDMA on 3 occasions (Half a pill on my first time while drunk, 1 pill and a half on my second time and 1 pill and a half on my third time while drunk)
My first time was in March, my second time was two weeks later and my third time (the last time I rolled) was 2 months after my second roll.
I had the typical hangover and after a couple of days I was beginning to feel my normal self. A couple of weeks later I suddenly started waking up and feeling 'different' My emotions and thoughts were completely off and seemed as if the joy had been sucked out of life.
Not much has improved since then and a couple of weeks ago began to basically lose my libido and not as firm erections in the morning. At the moment I am not getting erections in the morning at all.
Originally i thought I had only drank around 3 times since my last roll but its been about 6 or 7 times. I really hope I can get back to the old me
