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colin681996

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Im very worried that I have caused permanent damage to my serotonergic system.

I have only taken MDMA on 3 occasions (Half a pill on my first time while drunk, 1 pill and a half on my second time and 1 pill and a half on my third time while drunk)
My first time was in March, my second time was two weeks later and my third time (the last time I rolled) was 2 months after my second roll.

I had the typical hangover and after a couple of days I was beginning to feel my normal self. A couple of weeks later I suddenly started waking up and feeling 'different' My emotions and thoughts were completely off and seemed as if the joy had been sucked out of life.

Not much has improved since then and a couple of weeks ago began to basically lose my libido and not as firm erections in the morning. At the moment I am not getting erections in the morning at all.

Originally i thought I had only drank around 3 times since my last roll but its been about 6 or 7 times. I really hope I can get back to the old me :(
 
No serotonergic system damage is permanent as long as Iboga still grows on this planet.
 
Youll be fine in time. Give yourself a 4+ month break from mdma and check your emotional status then. Id aim for 6 months then give it a go again. Then always wait 3+ months between doses and you should be fine.
 
@colin

Research the plant Iboga. It is used to reset receptors, to srort of "reset" the central nervous system.
 
I was on valium like a month or so ago because I've always had neck problems but that prescripction was only a week long and only 5mg a day. I was prescribed diclac a couple of weeks back for a strained ligament to help swelling. I'm not any rx drugs for my mental health (e.g SSRI's) and never have been. In terms of supplements, I am taking a multi, fish oils and vitamin C
 
Lmao you have taken like 2 E pills your entire life... No you are not damaged. If you continue you might be though, good you have waken up fast and figured out this stuff is beyond toxic for the humans brain... some of these other guys on this board never wake up.

Any 'damage' you feel now will clear up, thank God you didn't keep popping them like me... i have a pill count of around 35 and that is nothing compared to others.
 
How do I get them all tested. Im just turned 19 with no job and fuck all money, so I cant really afford expensive tests
 
My orgasms dont feel as good either. I also have this numbness on the right side of my head, I did have this problem before the roll but it seems over the last month the numbness has got more 'dull'
 
How do I get them all tested. Im just turned 19 with no job and fuck all money, so I cant really afford expensive tests

Well first you would have to go to the doctor and convince them to get the tests. Do you have insurance--like your parents insurance? At 19 you can still use that these days.

Cut out pregnenolone and replace it with progesterone cause its much cheaper. That can give you an idea of where your preg is at least. Though the lab range for prog at labcorp is dumb its like 0.0-1.5 so they are saying you can have 0.1 prog and be ok when in fact you would be depressed or anxious and have low libido (men need progesterone too). Progesterone is also involved in GABA neurotransmission.
 
Start taking 5-htp (dont take 5-htp with other drugs look online what drugs you shouldnt take it with) and tuna omega 3 oil, it helps me A LOT when im recovering from mdma experiences or other drug experiences.
 
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Well first you would have to go to the doctor and convince them to get the tests. Do you have insurance--like your parents insurance? At 19 you can still use that these days.

Cut out pregnenolone and replace it with progesterone cause its much cheaper. That can give you an idea of where your preg is at least. Though the lab range for prog at labcorp is dumb its like 0.0-1.5 so they are saying you can have 0.1 prog and be ok when in fact you would be depressed or anxious and have low libido (men need progesterone too). Progesterone is also involved in GABA neurotransmission.

No, I don't have health insurance. What tests am i asking for. Whats the actual name of the test?
 
Also start exercising and plan out your day and stick to it, have some hobbies you enjoy and do them even if you dont feel like it. and listen to my previous advice it will help greatly trust me.
 
I exercise as much as I can. People who have this say they have weird vision, anxiety etc. but I definitley dont have any of that
 
I exercise as much as I can. People who have this say they have weird vision, anxiety etc. but I definitley dont have any of that

I dont have weird vision, stop drinking, and follow my advice youll feeling back to normal pretty soon :)
 
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