Am I fucked forever?

[cloudio]

You will bro! fight through!

 

[ro4eva]

^^^ I was half way through 21 when I became afflicted with nearly identical symptoms to yours. My age made matters worse, as I can imagine your age has as well.

I harbor an enormous amount of sympathy for you, and others who are suffering in a similar manner such as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia, etc. Due to the fact that nine times out of ten, a treating physician is unable to note any objective medical evidence - these poor patients are (with the rare exception) treated unethically. Many medical professionals even suspect they are malingering.

If you do decide to seek medical advice and you end up running into one such doctor - don't let the prick quack discourage you from seeking a second opinion

 

[testocyp]

You will recover, no doubt. I had a honeymoon phase where I literally fucked my head up on ecstasy, it's so easy to obtain really high dosed pills in sweden so I went on a ecstasy-rage. Shit hit the fan though, I was depressed for 5 months, I guess I recovered quite 'fast' from it due to my 'lifestyle' I use testosteron on a weekly basis which is good to counter depression(I DO NOT RECOMMEND THIS), I workout 5times/week and I eat healthy, sleep much. Time helped me....one morning I woke up and felt fine, had a boner and thought for myself why does it feel so difference? it hit me a few minutes later, I was smiling, not miserble, I felt life, not anxiety and depression. Since then I've been really careful with MDMA using it only 1-4times/year and im fine. You will be to, goodluck and stiff that upperlip up bro

 

[WhatIsWrongWithMe]

You will recover, no doubt. I had a honeymoon phase where I literally fucked my head up on ecstasy, it's so easy to obtain really high dosed pills in sweden so I went on a ecstasy-rage. Shit hit the fan though, I was depressed for 5 months, I guess I recovered quite 'fast' from it due to my 'lifestyle' I use testosteron on a weekly basis which is good to counter depression(I DO NOT RECOMMEND THIS), I workout 5times/week and I eat healthy, sleep much. Time helped me....one morning I woke up and felt fine, had a boner and thought for myself why does it feel so difference? it hit me a few minutes later, I was smiling, not miserble, I felt life, not anxiety and depression. Since then I've been really careful with MDMA using it only 1-4times/year and im fine. You will be to, goodluck and stiff that upperlip up bro

Thank you man... im trying my best to believe I can still recover, and posts like yours really help.

I'll keep this thread updated if I feel any changes.