^^ somebody help emerald! quick!
lol, j/k. but man, topic starter, oen thign that bothered/annoyed/stumped me, is that you said t hat you called 911, and told the dispatcher.... NOT t osend you an ambulance cuzz ur parents couldnt know? lol wtf? I read that u were a minor but damn, what are you only 15-16? u should know better than to do coek at all at such a young age, let alone INJECTING tha tshit, I wodner how in the world you couldve gotten into such a lifestyle.
but yeah, yo ucalled 911, and told the disppatcher NOT to send you help, then what did yu call for? if I were you I would have just told them that I wasnt feeling good at all, and that I had taken soem kind of pill that i thought to be a nodoz or some shit to keep me up, and now I felt liek I was gonna have a heart attack, that way they get there, u can play it like u didnt take any drugs and if you would God forbid OD, you'd have the police and the paramedics right there so the chances of anything happening to you would be remote.
but man thats just me, I couldnt imagine having the police or ambulance people think or knwow I took coek at all or any drug let alone injected some shit, and put that shit on my record permanently so everyone would know I did coke or whatever drug. my parents woulda disowned me at your age.
but whast doen is doen, you cant dwell o nthe past, you probably did do the right thing because God forbid you really could haev died, so its better safe than sorry. still there were better ways u coulda gone about it, but youre too young to grasp the complexity of the situatio nand what you could have done.
your best bet, OP, is to quit doing coke at ALL, and never touch a needle again, apoliogize sincerely t oyour parents, tel lthem u made soem mistakes and you've learned from your mistakes and that you'll never touch any drugs again, and cary that plan out, atleast no hard drugs, soem weed every now and then and some xanax maybe, but thats it. thats your best advice you could get, whether or not youre too far gone to turn your life around for thebetter right now, I dont know, I hope not.
good luck. let us know if your parents took away your internet privileges.( or I guess you couldnt)