Tylerdurden
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 20, 2001
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Hi All,
It's been a while since I've posted here. I've been self-medicating for a while now on ketamine since quality MXE is so rare these days.
But, we all know the downsides to K. The high cost and rapid tolerance build-up being the main ones. Not to mention the potential urinary tract and kidney damage.
Like one of the most famous BLers here (hint: the awesome fellow who invented MXE), I have real reasons for needing a dissociative. Mental health is my reason. Childhood abuse I wouldn't wish on the worst of my enemies and subsequent depression, PTSD, etc..Also, I'm in a highly-demanding and successful career, prescribed 40mg of dexamphetamine a day for ADHD (8 x 5mg IR) pills. 'phets help my productivity, keep me off the meth, but the evening comedown still is a bitch.
My dissociative usage isn't out of control, it really is just the way many functional weed smokers consume: a spliff(line) or two in the evening after work. It works wonders for the 'phet comedown, and ketamine & MXE tend to have anti-depressant effects that work wonders. I can go weeks without dissociatives fine, but I tend to drink booze for the 'phet comedown, and then the depression slowly creeps in...
I'd just smoke weed, but I hate the stuff, makes me paranoid and anxious. I've tried 3-meo-pcp already, it's awful. Pure mania, psychosis and paranoia most times. speed-like. What other arylcyclohexylamine can you experts recommend?
thanks
TD
It's been a while since I've posted here. I've been self-medicating for a while now on ketamine since quality MXE is so rare these days.
But, we all know the downsides to K. The high cost and rapid tolerance build-up being the main ones. Not to mention the potential urinary tract and kidney damage.
Like one of the most famous BLers here (hint: the awesome fellow who invented MXE), I have real reasons for needing a dissociative. Mental health is my reason. Childhood abuse I wouldn't wish on the worst of my enemies and subsequent depression, PTSD, etc..Also, I'm in a highly-demanding and successful career, prescribed 40mg of dexamphetamine a day for ADHD (8 x 5mg IR) pills. 'phets help my productivity, keep me off the meth, but the evening comedown still is a bitch.
My dissociative usage isn't out of control, it really is just the way many functional weed smokers consume: a spliff(line) or two in the evening after work. It works wonders for the 'phet comedown, and ketamine & MXE tend to have anti-depressant effects that work wonders. I can go weeks without dissociatives fine, but I tend to drink booze for the 'phet comedown, and then the depression slowly creeps in...
I'd just smoke weed, but I hate the stuff, makes me paranoid and anxious. I've tried 3-meo-pcp already, it's awful. Pure mania, psychosis and paranoia most times. speed-like. What other arylcyclohexylamine can you experts recommend?
thanks
TD