This is soooo fucking true. But Benzos Are NOT really meant and suck if you wanna get high. Go Jenkem or sumshit nahimsaying goddd. I'm totallly switching back to Diazepam 40mgs and Restoril 30mgs/OR Oxazepam(Serax I never had sounds like its OK for my situation), OR Ativan 4-5mgs and again with either Restoril 30mgs/OR Oxazepam(Will use this as a sleep aid but wouldn't it be good for daytime anxiety to I thought? so like 3 Ozazepam 30mgs with 4mgs of Ativan?
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Which combo sounds best for wanting long anxiety relief for someone who has had a 4 and a half year or longer?(cannot remember) benzo tolerance/scripted. I take just 4mgs of xanax currently and I have found to not like it anymore. It seems to be sedating, a weird spacey feeling that makes me want to sit down and if I take say 3 mgs in a short time at the end of a stressful day and then save the 1mg I have left I take that a bit before bed, and then I find it HARDER to get to sleep and its ANNNOYING.
I myself have been on alprazolam for the past 4 years for severe anxiety associated with PTSD and it has been great as an anxiolytic, but that's it. I find no recreational value in it. I take it as prescribed - I get the 0.5 mg tablets and I take 2 (so 1 mg) 3x a day. In order to get a benzo 'high', I have to hit the streets and find Restoril, Valium, Halcion or maybe some Klonopin. Sometimes my buddy from Windsor, Canada right across the border comes over and brings Mogadon (nitrazepam). There's a lot Serax and Ativan in Michigan, but I don't like those two. In addition, I take 20 mg escitalopram once daily, 100 mg Seroquel at bedtime, and Dexedrine 5 mg IR tablets of which I take 10 mg in morning, 10 mg afternoon, and 5 mg evening. In addition, I get dialectical behavior therapy (DBT) for my borderline personality disorder.
As for the combo you should take, I suggest the Ativan and Restoril. Oxazepam (Serax) is very weak and slowly absorbed, it may take about 2 hours or more for it to kick in. However, if you take the right dose and have the patience of waiting for it to kick in, it's a nice and mellow benzo. It feels like a diazepam lite.
