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Come on, now... do you really believe that? Wasn't it drinking that got you into this mess in the first place? You're hiding, man. Hiding all the time is very unhealthy


Alcohol is an enemy in disguise.
 
That's true actually, guess any drug can be an enemy, but alcohol especially cause its the most common and easiest to get.
 
im just not sure... im looking for my perfect drug thats just going to fix everything.

im planning on meeting up with a fellow bluelighter sometime to try heroin see if that fills the hole. oxy was nice but too expensive for a scotsman hah.

i dont really like alcohol at all, it just makes me feel good all the time. makes me afriad to try stims like crac kor meth... because id never want to come down.
 
thats a horrible idea :\

drugs shouldnt be filling any holes, they should be the flowers on top.
 
^ Nice way of putting it, heroin isn't much better than alcohol btw. Don't be so stupid, many people have gone down this path and regretted it later, drugs can not fix your problems and you're seriously deluding yourself if you think they do.
 
What do you all think about this?...

My dad's an alcoholic and so were 3 of his uncles. The rest of my family loves to drink but can control their consumption. Anyways, I got an underage and blew a .148 and my dad is practically convinced im an alcy. He and the magistrate agree its heavy drinking--alcoholic like. I won't deny it, I love partying and drinking a decent bit, but I hate getting to the point where your stumbling and have no coordination what so ever, and rarely that happens (but I have gone overboard). Also, I can hang out and just drink 1-3 beers and feel alright--I don't feel the urge to drink more and more like most alcoholics describe. I know its impossible to give any diagnosis, but what do you all think of my future. Am I bound to become and alcoholic? Are these serious signs of possible illness? I'm 17 btw. Thanks!
 
ive never really felt az good as ivefelt now.. i have exctasy and smirnoff many bottles and things seem to be working well..


also im not sure but whats drunk? im not sure what qualifies? becuaew i need to drink till i puke in order to be happy and it feels veery good but how do u qualify for drunk?

ive never felt as good as i feel now except for the fact my dad is home soon i want to sniff as many drugs as i can and drink as much as i can until ifeel good? i qualify becuase drugs arnt the same for u people as it is for me. its a release an e scape and a perfect one

the best things are sleeping pills vodka and a hurtstomach and ecstacy together they will help..

my left side of my stomach is sore to the touch but i dont have helath problems cuz they gone
soon

as wlel im not sure what to do but i am not a angry or fighting person but that seems the best option now to do something

as well i cannot stop despite knowing my dad is home soon i cant stop drinking i ve been drinking for hours and i bought many bottles of smirnoff but i need strongher cuz it does not work
 
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usdathashield said:
i am not a angry or fighting person
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That's right; you're just a coward. Maybe anger/ a fighting spirit is just what you need.
 
I meant that as an observation not an insult, and I think most of the others in this thread would agree with me.
 
things are going better or worse i am not sure i am drinking for many hours now and will not stop until overdose or unconciousness i think soon i can be happy again as vodka has helped me a lot
 
I've experimented with a lot of different drugs over the years(and still do)but the one substance that has had the most negative effect on my life is without a doubt alcohol.I'm drinking right now as a matter of fact,a few red beers(beer and tomato juice)to ward of the hangover from the night before.it's only 930 am my time and i've had three already...and i have to go to work later.i feel good now but i work nights,and when the buzz wears off i'll be a tired miserable mother fucker at work trying to do my job with the horrible residue of stale booze in my blood,and a bad headache for sure.oh but i have a few vicodins(i know your not supposed to mix vics and booze(but it's the only thing that i have to straighten me out,which i find they do,in order to perform later on at work.yeah i got a bad case of the booze8(
 
I was at the 2 bottles of spirits a day for 18 months and my liver has somehow come through OK. I sure don't want to end up there again so any drinking is risky. Even more risky is the knowledge I have of a legal alcohol substitute that is 4 times stronger, less toxic & works out at about $6 for the equivalent of a 75cl bottle of spirits... keep trying to forget...
 
haribo1 said:
I was at the 2 bottles of spirits a day for 18 months and my liver has somehow come through OK. I sure don't want to end up there again so any drinking is risky. Even more risky is the knowledge I have of a legal alcohol substitute that is 4 times stronger, less toxic & works out at about $6 for the equivalent of a 75cl bottle of spirits... keep trying to forget...
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and what might that be?do tell;)
 
usdathashield: You don't disappoint me; I am not surprised that you've gone back to drinking yourself to death. You haven't listened to a word anyone's said, or taken any advice whatsoever. Your own mistakes will be the end of you.

You didn't want to quit anyway; you wanted to drink yourself into a coma, just like a child and escape from your reality. Reality is always going to be there, and it will get worse and worse the more you drink.

I know I'm wasting my time, but I'm a moderator; I'm supposed to be seen 'making an effort'. 8)

Do what you will and reap your 'rewards'.
 
fuck man what am i to do is what? a person callled me and said something from carolina i was not sure wo it was i was not thinking well and now ia m here and good

what can i do wheni cannots stop? then its a problem
 
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