Renz Envy
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First off, I am 19 years old. I do not have the same drinking experience that someone who is well into their 20s has. However I notice that now when I drink, I don't get the same intense euphoric effects in which I used to get.
Lately I only get a dissociated feeling and dizziness without that warm alcohol buzz.
I went through a period of spearheading parties on 30-60mg of vyvanse, then drinking as I came down to battle the introverted comedowns. What ended up happening is that I got sort of obsessed with the fact I could drink and not feel drunk, but feel the happy effects of alcohol. ^Anyway, that's what I think screwed up my perception of alcohol.
The other night I went partying sober and I was 10x more social than I have been in the past week while drinking.
If anyone's ever been in my shoes please fill me in on what I need to do. I'm not an alcohol addict by any means, but it'd be nice to have a good social drink with friends again!
