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alchohol withdrawls

goood ihope idie fuck me afuckem dffuckjem fucme I WISH GFIOD WOULD KILL ME BJTH E WON T FCUZ HE WANTYS ME TO SUFFER
 
its ok dude, id even let you hit me

shit, you cant hurt me as much as your hurting yourself... i understand, youve got all this pain inside. you just want to make someone else feel the same way, make them understand


i dont have a phone (i dropped in in the pool) but you can im me if you want same sn as on here or PM me
 
usdathashield said:
god hates u accept it GOD FUCKING HATESUJ I FUCKIONG AYTE U I WANT TO LKILLLL U
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Meh wrong ! It's you who says these things ! you who feels them, you seem well lost mind , BUT I tell you that there's a way. You must find it though, and shouting out at GOD or WHOMEVER isn't going to get you a fucking map !

Still I understand the way you can feel like this, you got to desist, take SOME kind of control.

Best of luck

MUCH LOVE & MORE LOVE !:)
 
Can't you go see a psy and try to get a script for a benzo, like valium or something? It's pretty close to alcohol, and it won't fuck you liver up like vodka...
 
^most drunks would just drink on the benzos and thats a whole hell of alot worse than things are already.
 
You're going to have to fight your way out.

Find someone who will help you. If not, I'm sure the government will.
 
Despite how you feel, it's good to know you're still with us usdathashield. :)

Like zophen said, you need to take some kind of control over this. There's nothing to be ashamed of if you can't control your drinking on your own - lots of people here can't control their drug use either. That's why this forum exists. But you can take some control by seeking help. You know this. It's easier to sit and get drunk and fight with the people you love and post about it on here, but where is it getting you?

Please check yourself in to the hospital or rehab. That's the only step you have to make for now, and things will unfold from there. None of us want to see you drink yourself to death in front of us. :\
 
Go to the nearest hospital. Whatever you think is impossible right now will change in three days. I guarantee this to you. Try it and see. If I'm a liar, there's only one way of knowing so: so do it.

That's just what you have to do. I've been in parts of your movie.

And that's what it feels like right now, like someone else is writing the script and you have no control over where the plot goes. All you know is that you want it to end.

It can end.

It must end.

Please don't blame a distant "God". We humans make our own messes, family upbringings and backgrounds are a part of that I know, but never blame a higher power. Any higher power that would willfully inflict the kind of pain you're feeling on one of it's creations is a sociopath. It's all about you wanting, needing and knowing in your heart that this all has to change now.

You can do it.
 
guineaPig said:
^most drunks would just drink on the benzos and thats a whole hell of alot worse than things are already.
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Well, if we take for granted that he will keep drinking no matter what, there is no point in this thread... :\

Maybe he will keep on drinking while on benzo, but at least he will need less alcohol to get drunk and so his liver will be less damaged... I firmly believe that benzo are a great help for alcohol withdrawal anyway.

Usdathashield? How is it going today? Please keep us updated...

See you buddy
Fuz'

(ps: check this thread http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=295331 Maybe you should try this? Kava Kava is pretty harmless and seems to be helpfull to some alcoholics)
 
It could just be me, but begging an alcoholic to quit drinking is a waste of time. This is definitely something that you have to sort out yourself, although I will not hold my own breath. 8)

If you're at a stage where you are blaming characters from famous books instead of taking responsibility for your own actions, then why not just blame the person who sold you it?

Why am I even surprised that this thread has four pages? 8(

edit: Forget it; pretend that there is some sort of patronising response here. It seems that the entire thread is made of these. Oh, your liver will just die eventually. It isn't going to be angry, it will just die. If you survive your suidical moaning, then perhaps you can come back and delete these threads when you're sober, feeling thoroughly embarrassed. :|
 
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^ Why bother, then?

It's all futile! We are all powerless in our lives! You cannot control the controllable aspects of your reality!

If you thought that sounded silly, think of it as a blunt version of giving up.
 
*ahem* being an alcoholic myself and having experienced almost exactly what this guy is going through at almost exactly the same age, i can tell you that is bleak and not helpful.
sure, you can beg a drunk to stop drinking etc and get no response. however, what you CAN hope for is to catch them at a moment of clarity or a brief moment of sobriety. just long enough for them to dump their fucking bottle and goto the hospital.
it doesnt take long, and you cant control when it happens but it will eventually. if you havent experienced it you wouldnt fucking know what its like. that moment where you can finally fucking bring yourself to pour that shit out and call someone for help.
for me, i was so braindead i couldnt even use a fucking phonebook cuz i was struggling w/alphabetical order so i called the only number i could remember off my head (my mom) and had her find it for me.
its bs this page went for so long but hell, maybe at some point he checked it when he was not so drunk and decided to help himself.
 
however, what you CAN hope for is to catch them at a moment of clarity or a brief moment of sobriety. just long enough for them to dump their fucking bottle and goto the hospital.

^ yes sir or madam

:)
 
Hm. I certainly admire your enthusiasm. I would prefer to be wrong... :\

I would definitely recommend against benzodiazepines; their subtlety and unpleasant side-effects make them far too dangerous, and not worth regular use.

Still, I expect they'd be very useful whilst in hospital. I doubt that withdrawing would be that awful if one were sedated.
 
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