trance in fraance
Bluelighter
Going clean isnt exactly the easiest thing to do, and adding in family/life drama is leaving me more depressed than ever. normally it was the occasional blue feelings but now its every day and it blows. i need your helps guys. 8(
been doing cardio 4x/week minimum for the past 2 weeks (around 8-10 miles, like hour + long runs leaving me feeling great) but after the runners high wears off i feel like crap again.
i am trying to eat right, eating habits arent as good as i'd like but im working on em.
if it matters im going clean from:
-MDMA once a month
-Adderall (EVIL!!!) 3x/week for like 2-3 months
(not prescribed)
-methylphenidate (concerta high dose) 2x/month for 2 months
-caffeine/phenethylamine/OTC stims everyday the past 6 months
8(
i just feel like anxiety/depression that makes my stomach churn more than a few times a day, the rest of the time its just emotionless. anyone got any reccomendations/experiences with herbs/OTC supps that helped them out?
right now im finishing up a St. Johns wort bottle & some SAM-e (s-adenosylmethionine) that have helped only a little. bought some Mucuna Pruriens n 5HTP today but any and all help/advice is appreciated guys
happy new years
been doing cardio 4x/week minimum for the past 2 weeks (around 8-10 miles, like hour + long runs leaving me feeling great) but after the runners high wears off i feel like crap again.
i am trying to eat right, eating habits arent as good as i'd like but im working on em.
if it matters im going clean from:
-MDMA once a month
-Adderall (EVIL!!!) 3x/week for like 2-3 months

-methylphenidate (concerta high dose) 2x/month for 2 months
-caffeine/phenethylamine/OTC stims everyday the past 6 months

i just feel like anxiety/depression that makes my stomach churn more than a few times a day, the rest of the time its just emotionless. anyone got any reccomendations/experiences with herbs/OTC supps that helped them out?
right now im finishing up a St. Johns wort bottle & some SAM-e (s-adenosylmethionine) that have helped only a little. bought some Mucuna Pruriens n 5HTP today but any and all help/advice is appreciated guys

