naura
Bluelighter
I took a capsule of harmala extracted from syrian rue to potentiate (MAOI) a 25mg 4-AcO-DMT trip [4-AcO-ahuasca]. the resulting trip was fabulous, and I had a positive time overall.
HOWEVER, while coming down off the combo, I had a scary episode that I think was related to the harmala. An absurdly violent thought/impulse entered my mind and was gone just as soon. To be specific, my girlfriend patted me tenderly, and i felt a brief flash of "i want to fuck your face up so it is an unrecognizable bloody pulp", which then dissipated. obviously I didn't act on this thought, because it's not even really 'of me' - i recognized it as being similar to effects caused by certain MAOI anti-depressants. In these cases, people have sudden violent thoughts/ideations often leading to self-harm or harm to others.
I've never had this kind of a response to an MAOI, and I've used harmala from rue many times. I think a complicating factor may be the fact that I was also coming down off ketamine at the time. K and MAOIs+trypts are not contraindicated, but their comedown together produced a bizarre response in me.
Has anyone ever experienced effects similar to the side-effects of some anti-depressants, as I did, off harmala (or any other MAOI used to potentiate a tryp)?
HOWEVER, while coming down off the combo, I had a scary episode that I think was related to the harmala. An absurdly violent thought/impulse entered my mind and was gone just as soon. To be specific, my girlfriend patted me tenderly, and i felt a brief flash of "i want to fuck your face up so it is an unrecognizable bloody pulp", which then dissipated. obviously I didn't act on this thought, because it's not even really 'of me' - i recognized it as being similar to effects caused by certain MAOI anti-depressants. In these cases, people have sudden violent thoughts/ideations often leading to self-harm or harm to others.
I've never had this kind of a response to an MAOI, and I've used harmala from rue many times. I think a complicating factor may be the fact that I was also coming down off ketamine at the time. K and MAOIs+trypts are not contraindicated, but their comedown together produced a bizarre response in me.
Has anyone ever experienced effects similar to the side-effects of some anti-depressants, as I did, off harmala (or any other MAOI used to potentiate a tryp)?