cj
Bluelight Crew
Wow your scared about withdraw? yet in your next post you are rationalizing using more? God I love heroin
I appreciate your advice, in fact, it's the same advice that I would give someone. However, given my situation, and the fact that this is the only time I will have access to and be able to use for the forseeable future, disposing of what I have left is just not an option.
I woke up today, which would be my 4th day of using (Started Tuesday afternoon, most of Wednesday, most of Thurday, and now it's Friday morning), feeling like I was in minor WD's. When I look at it on here, only having used for 3 days now, it seems ludicrous that I would feel any WD's...so maybe, like you said, it was my brain making me think I was as an "excuse" or ploy to get me to do more...well it worked...I smoked a little bit, and now I feel fine. I think I am going to just try to finish what I have today. If I do so, it was be roughly 3.5-3.8 grams consumed over the course of about 80 hours....I was hoping to get some experienced users in here who could offer reassurance that it was all mental and physical WD's just can't occur on such a short lasted amount of usage...any input is much appreciated.
I've had plenty of experience with opiates, and I commend you for recognizing the way you can be fooled into thinking differently when craving sets in. Unfortunately we can't reassure you that you will not have any W/D symptoms. Chances are you will be somewhat uncomfortable. If you go into it expecting symptoms you will be able to plan your days around it. Get some immodium to help with the GI symptoms, some naproxen for the aches and L-Tyrosine (GNC/Vitamin Shoppe) to help your body rebuild your dopamine system. You'll be back to 90% normal within another 80 hours or so. However in the best case scenario, you may not need any of those items and you'll be able to function normally. Also a good tip, is forcing yourself to exercise or physically exert yourself will immediately diminish your symptoms. But that's hard to force yourself to do when you're feeling shitty.
to rob and captain:
The 3-3-2-1-.5-.5 sounds good, and just to clarify...I should wait as long as possible before doing a bag? I really don't care about getting high, I just really need to avoid WD's this time as much as possible...i'm starting school and can't be feeling like shit when I do at the end of the month.
Thanks for the fast response guys.