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A Box of Toys For Brains- PD SpaceBar

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feelgoodhit said:
Oh, and for those of you who love yourselves some funky-dark psychedelic trance, check out the following link:

Mubali live @ Sacred Earth Open Air 2008

I was at this party and missed his set, I've been jammin' on it since last night though. Truly psychedelic. :) <3
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Fuck yes, Mubali is great, d/ling now. Thats a huge set too :). Check out the drum guys I posted- their albums are so good for the tail end of a trip....
 
^ Also downloading now cos I likes me a bit of psytrance when in suitable mood but don't have much knowledge on who's good to go for. Just finished downloading as I typed that sentence in fact. Will listen when feeling psytrancey - thanks for the linky FGH :)

In other news, I just found out that on average the mouth produces a litre (1.8 British pints) or saliva a day - that's a lotta gob 8o
 
Cosmic Charlie Update

Cosmic Charlie said:
I really need A.A in my life right now my whole world has fallen apart . I was homeless until today and my life was in SHAMBLES . Right now im ready to give anything a shot . This kind man took me in today and showed me there's another way to live my life.

P.S. He's a DEAD HEAD too and has probably tripped more times then anyone ive met.


<3<3 I L<3Ve You Guys <3<3
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To Cosmic Charlie's Friends on Bluelight-

Charlie's had a couple rough days since he posted this. Instead of accepting my offer to help him get off the street and move into a sober-living house, he went his own way. Unfortunately, his way landed him in the Emergency Room Saturday night. He was subsequently admitted for treatment yesterday morning. Those who care about him should know he's still pretty shakey, but doing OK today.

Instead of trashing recovery and discouraging a good man from getting his life back, it would be great if his REAL friends here would drop him a line or two of support and well wishes for him to read when he gets home.

Just a suggestion.

Peace,
Grateful Dave
 
This is bad news. I hope that Bill can get his life on track, he's such a good dude -- just really a good person.

I must admit that I think we could have pulled a little harder for him. When he came here talking about AA a few days ago, many of us started bashing the program without thinking about what effect that might have.

Perhaps he really needed it at that point. Like I said in my reply to him, AA isn't a perfect program but its a million times better than hurting yourself. I'm just extremely happy that Bill didn't end up dead, and we will still be able to talk to him in the future. <3

<3 For Our Friend, Cosmic Charlie <3

Cosmic Charlie how do you do? Truckin' in style along the avenue.
Dum de dum de doodley do. Go on home your mama's calling you.
Kalico, Kahlia, come tell me the news.
Calamity's waiting for a way to get to her.
Rosy red and electric blue I bought you a paddle for your paper canoe.

Say you'll come back when you can Whenever your airplane happens to land.
Maybe I'll be back here too It all depends on what's with you.
Hung up waiting for a windy day kite one ice since the first of February.
Mama keeps saying that the wind might blow ,
But standing here I say I just don't know.

New ones comin' as the old ones go,
Everything's moving here but much too slow now,
A little bit quicker and we might have time,
To say "How do you do?" before we're left behind.
Calliope wail like a seaside zoo. The very last lately inquired about you,
It's really very one or two. The first you wanted, the last I knew.

I just wonder if you shouldn't feel,
Less concerned about the deep unreal.
The very first word is "How do you do?",
The last "Go home your mama's callin' you."

Calling you, calling you, calling you, calling you,
Go on home your mama's calling you.

And welcome to Bluelight, Grateful Dave. Thank you for telling us the news; we appreciate it very much.
 
That's the Spirit!

Thanks, guys! "Charlie" IS a great guy. My girlfriend thought I had lost my mind when I told her I invited a homeless guy to stay at my place. Frankly, I didn't have a choice. When I heard him talk at the meeting I knew he was a good soul who was very close to leaving his Earthly body many years too soon. I could not walk away from that situation withoput extending my hand to him.

I should be able to visit him tomorrow or Wednesday. I will print these responses and take them with me to share with him.

Peace,
Grateful Dave
 
:( I'm glad he's okay. Even though through my own experiences I have found that the program and I don't get along, I still felt really bad when people started telling Charlie/Bill it wouldn't work for him. Nobody knows that, why not give it a chance... but I stayed quiet. :(

If you read this, love and light to you friend. <3

PS, Grateful Dave you seem like a cool dude. Did you find Bluelight because of him?
 
Yup! I Have Charlie to Thank for That

Yeah, one of the first things Charlie wanted to do when we got to my apartment was to see what Bluelight looked like on a 42" plazma monitor. He wrote his last note right here on my computer. He suggested I join, and obviously I did. Then, he immediately signed back on so he could be the FIRST Moderator to welcome me to Bluelight.
 
charlie is a good kid and i send him my love.

but after meeting him a couple days ago (the day he got in trouble actually, though i wasnt there when it happened) i think it would be best if he went back home to his parents house and layed off the drugs for a while.

I think laying off the drugs will help him come to terms with himself.

much love to charlie though.

no one deserves to be put in the back of a cop car for the reason that he got put there.
 
How sobering all of this is... no pun intended...

Alot of us here in PD have tried suggesting to Charlie that he lay off of drugs in general for a while. Especially MDMA... he really seemed to over-use that, and it hurts to know that someone so good-hearted is screwing themselves that way. MDMA abuse is no joke...
 
Delsyd said:
charlie is a good kid and i send him my love.

but after meeting him a couple days ago (the day he got in trouble actually, though i wasnt there when it happened) i think it would be best if he went back home to his parents house and layed off the drugs for a while.

I think laying off the drugs will help him come to terms with himself.

much love to charlie though.

no one deserves to be put in the back of a cop car for the reason that he got put there.
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Going back home might be a good move for Charlie if his parents hadn't thrown him out for good. That's why he was homeless. Charlie is just like me- He can't lay off the drugs "for a while". Shit, I was clean for ten years and one beer sent back out for seven more years of hell with crack and booze. During that last relapse I lost a multi-million-dollar business, a 15-room mansion, my marriage, and I nearly lost my life.

Thanks for your support for Charlie. He'll see your letter, along with all the others.
 
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Well if he cant lay off for a while perhaps its best to lay off for good.
And i dont think is was mdma, or heroin or any 1 particualr drug that got him where he is, but all drugs.

He told me about you Dave, and you seem like a good guy. Regardless i think he belongs at home with his family. Who im sure are willing to help him if hes wiling to take the help.
 
Reading about Charlie's struggles here on BL really upsets me - even as the faceless internet acquaintance he is to me, he seems like such a genuine guy, and so full of positive energy (despite the situation he's in)! I'd really like to see him get his life back on track...

<3 Charlie! <3
 
Delsyd said:
Well if he cant lay off for a while perhaps its best to lay off for good.
And i dont think is was mdma, or heroin or any 1 particualr drug that got him where he is, but all drugs.

He told me about you Dave, and you seem like a good guy. Regardless i think he belongs at home with his family. Who im sure are willing to help him if hes wiling to take the help.
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I appreciate your sentiment. Trouble is, his parents have been trying to help him for years, but only continued to enable him. I talked to his Mom for a long time yesterday. Charlie's disease has affected his family greatly, and they need to heal, too. If she kept "helping" him, she would have loved Charlie to death- literally. The best thing his Mom and Dad could have done to save her son's life was exactly what they did. Tough Love can be a bitch!

You hit the nail right on the fucking head when you said that it was "all drugs that got him where he is." The only thing that can ever work for people like Charlie and me is complete abstinence. And, believe me, Charlie's parents don't have the skills to get him off one drug, let alone all that he's dealing with.

I know Charlie will appreciate it that you're pulling for him.
 
feelgoodhit said:
:( I'm glad he's okay. Even though through my own experiences I have found that the program and I don't get along, I still felt really bad when people started telling Charlie/Bill it wouldn't work for him. Nobody knows that, why not give it a chance... but I stayed quiet. :(
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The AA/NA bashing does look in very bad taste now and I know I was probably the worst for it because I really don't like the programme at all. It really doesn't feel good to realise that he was seriously reaching out for some help and support and felt that it would work for him. My comments about AA/NA were pretty vitriolic but honestly weren't meant to suggest he shouldn't give it a try - whatever gets you through the night - just really wasn't thinking about it too deeply and didn't see how serious he was.

Sincere apologies for making light of a situation that really wasn't appropriate for making light of. I've had some pretty big addiction issues myself and know that it's no joking matter sometimes. Really should know the difference between a whim and a genuine call for support. Was bad form :|

Thoughts are very much with Charlie <3
 
Peace Charlie, I hope things get better for you my friend :) <3 Be strong and be at peace :)

Thanks for the update there Grateful Dave...
 
Thanks for letting us know, Dave. We love Charlie here and it's good to know he's got someone looking out for him in his physical life. :) He's such an amazingly positive and loving guy from what I can tell. He definitely deserves help.
 
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