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A Box of Toys For Brains- PD SpaceBar

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Shambles said:
Erm... not to sure about the HCL/Freebase thing to be honest, Neuro. I presume mine is the HCL - off-white powder than smells like rancid arseholes and tastes twice as good. I chase it on foil with no problems :)
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Oh idk why but I thought trypts had to be freebase for vaping but thats good news that they may not :) ... I wish I was havin a nice day here, I fell asleep and woke up to a blizzard of a snow storm :\ oh well

Hey amor whats goin on? I can't imagine the weather is too much nicer by u, but at least u have some pretty scenery if I recall where ur at correctly? And i've gone thru the same thing with dell haha. I actually had my computer physically broken while under complete accidental coverage and on-site help, but i was just told to fix it myself :!
 
dammit swilow how the hell r u? its gotta be what, 6:30am or somethin over there? I was tellin some friends yesterday if I was able to wake up and enjoy the morning the way u do I might be a little more inclined to wake up before 10 hahaha :D got some peanuts handy?
 
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Hey amor whats goin on? I can't imagine the weather is too much nicer by u, but at least u have some pretty scenery if I recall where ur at correctly?
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Actually the winters out here are much milder it's usually around 55 during the day. Last night we had our first snow in a few weeks and it's pretty much already gone.
 
^Hehe, no peanuts, just coffee and tobacco and loud fucken music. No sleepys yet, sos I guess I'm not up early (though its 6:57am) just not a-bed yet :)
 
Congratulations on becoming an uncle GP :D I think I may have gotten a job today finally. They asked me to come back in for an interview at 4:30 so that's a good sign. I think I'm going to get it I'm looking great these day and I've got my head back in place again. Wish me Luck =D
 
^Luck wished, but with your confidence, it seems unneeded. You'll do well Charlie....Now I have to look for a job after being relagated to casual, and my business being sold. Meh, working is just a bitch, and nessecary one tho....:\
 
I've been putting this off for awhile now , I really don't like working too much at all. But I need money to survive so it seems like I have no choice but to enter the working world again. I've had alot of fun being unemployed but it's time for me to be a little more serious and put some effort in. I've definitely drifted a bit of course lately but not so far that it's not easily corrected :)
 
Its definitely correctable CC, but I don't know if the path ahead of you is easy

just being blunt about it...I could be wrong though we don't know each other over and above some words on a screen

but yeah man you are exuding confidence lately - use that shit and blow them away at the interview showing them how in control of yourself you are and ready and happy to work
 
Life's never really easy per say , but in my current mindset I feel like I can accomplish anything if I try. It really all comes down to me getting of my ass and doing it. I've been extremely lazy these past few months and I need to cut that shit out. I fall so easily into my old routine when I'm not working. If I stay off of heroin and alcohol everything is going to be alright for me. Those two substances have really been holding me back from living up to my potential
 
its awesome that you have truly realized that

implementing that realization into your life and changing your patterns is hard work (if you're anything like me)

but it becomes your source of happiness though because within the process of healing is the process of discovering awesome non-drug things to do in life (there are a shit-ton of crazy sickly fun things to do with your life!)
 
I never realized how much everything in my life revolved around booze and dope. I've stopped hanging around everyone around here that get's drunk everyday and it's been pretty easy for me to avoid drinking. Most of my friends can't even believe it's true that I'm not drinking anymore because I was always known as that guy who was always smashed all the time. It's nice not to feel like that and I could care less about drinking and partying every night. It was starting to get really old. I never drank alcoholically like that until I turned 21 , I never even liked booze that much. It's pretty wild how much I could change in 4 years.
 
Shambles - Your AMT is probably the freebase, not the HCL. The freebase is an off-white, solid-colored powder that smells like rancid ass. Whenever I transformed it into the HCL, the crystals appeared half-clear. I have rarely heard of AMT available as anything but the freebase, although of course it's possible, and I did hear about an HCL batch a while ago (last year maybe).

Try dissolving a bit in water... if it dissolves, it's HCL or some other salt, and if not, it's freebase.

So last night I decided to hit my bong and head to bed... I was on quite a bit of DOI but wasn't really tripping very hard. Until I hit that bong. oh god, I was actually pretty scared for a while which hasn't happened in a long time. I had vasocnstriction pretty bad (before the bong I did not) and as I laid in bed, I started traveling to some other strange and uncomfortable world. My heart was racing even after deep breathing and laying down for a half hour, and I started to get some light chest pains and this weird neck pain that made me feel like I was in danger. But it only happened as I started thinking about it, and it seemed sort of psychosomatic.

So after a while I got up and took some L-arginine and drank a big guzzle of vodka... trying to calm down a bit and dilate my blood vessels. It totally worked, too... I started feeling MUCH better and the (phantom?) pains went away and I got some sleep after a while.

And now I'm feeling pretty great... DOI is still going. I haven't been smoking much weed for the past few months and if I do it's like 1-2 one-hitters. When I trip I usually don't smoke much anymore nowadays either. So I forgot how incredibly powerful it can be to slam a bong on a powerful psychedelic. First time I've been floored/scared in a long time though from drugs.
 
^^ speaking of crazy sickly fun things to do while sober: Alex and I made a garden bed today, we built the 9ft. by 3.5ft. raised garden bed out of 2 by 4's and some screws and joint hinges and such and now we are ready to start the garden we've been thinkin about for so long, and grow some fresh veggies and edibles <3
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^it looks something like this but I painted the wood lime green :) and we still have to fill it with soil.

;) needless to say we're feelin quite a bit better physically and mentally if we keep ourselves busy we're feeling fine.

*here comes the sun... here comes the sun, and I say it's all right*
 
Good luck at ur interview Charlie! Though as previously stated it seems like ur well in control and full of confidence so rock it out!! :D

So xorkoth if I find out it is HCl or some other salt, conversion to freebase is relatively easy correct? My AMT looks like a white-as-snow powder so we'll see what the water test reveals when I have time. That sounds like a hell of an experience with that DOI. I have never really experienced severe vasoconstriction, though recently I've noticed some tachycardia from weed, and sometimes its troubling, like not just my heart beating faster, but sometimes it just feels like its beating harder. I can usually relax it with deep breathing and laying down, but has anyone else had this or know what it may be?

Hey Karma! glad u feel better and that garden sounds awesome! I LOVE LOVE LOVE freshly grown string beans and other veggies, but mmmmm string beans :D<3 lol
 
Thank you NueroDr I think I'll do great , it's almost 4:30 already


That's a nice garden bed Karma :D I love gardening I grow tons of different veggies in my backyard every year. It's a great past time and nothing beats having your own home grown food like that. I like growing tomato's alot and peppers and eggplant. This year I was thinking about planting a row of assparagus in the front of my garden. They take two season's before you can pick them but are divine. Spring will be here soon enough , Happy Gardening :)
 
Oh, I'm going to be building some garden beds soon too... we have this half acre of woodland property and we want to grow everything we possibly can! I'm really excited about it. I love growing things and I love fresh food. :)
 
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