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A Box of Toys For Brains- PD SpaceBar

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I already told you this over IM, but just in case anyone else with aMT in their belly is reading this... except for the lone case of delta_9, almost everyone I've known personally who took aMT was greeted with beauty after that rough come-up.

be patient. <3 aMT is definitely up there in my favorites of all time.

Happiness runs in a circular motion
Thought is like a little boat upon the sea.
Everybody is a part of everything anyway,
You can have everything if you let yourself be

I enjoyed myself after I was done puking lol. It's just that body load/puking lasted like 4 hours, and that kinda brought some negativity to the beginning of the experience, which is never good IMO.
All things considered, there are more worthwhile tryptamines which I intend to consume :D
But aMT was fun towards the end of the trip, but the early hours were basically hell.:\
 
I'm in a bad mood today.

My gf was visiting a friend today and on the way home some person assaulted her and stole her money. Good thing she got away though. I'd give a lot of money to track that asshole somehow.



I also tried consulting the DMT spirit but what do you know, my lighter broke and I couldn't break thru. Maybe it was meant that way.
 
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somehow i've got to keep myself from eating all this acid before tomorrow. must...pass...time
 
So I'm just drinkin some whiskey, passing some time till my girl gets here so I made a new avatar. Check it out "What Would PD Do"
 
^ I'm happy for you Charlie. Just make sure you keep thinking for yourself, I believe you can keep control of yourself. I went to an A.A. meeting once and told them my whole philosophy on drugs such as LSD and DMT and they pretty much told me my thoughts were the devil speaking. I've never been back.

To be honest, I do not think A.A. is the right place for souls like you and me, but I truly wish the best of luck. Are you on AIM? I'm about to IM you.

EDIT: The whole philosophy of A.A. is surrendering yourself to your higher power, I know they tell you it doesn't mean "god" or whatever. But I believe you are god, I am god, consciousness itself is god and make up the collective consciousness, you have the power to do what you know is right. In fact, that is exactly what brought you to A.A. your own will. I really don't mean to be hating, but I watched a good friend of mine lose all of her sparkling personality while getting into A.A.

Also, every A.A. person I have met smokes 3 packs a day:p

I would love to talk to you about the topic, IM me when you have a chance.
 
^ I couldn't agree more. I've always thought the AA and NA really just achieve their results by brainwashing people into thinking they're happy without drugs, without really addressing any of the issues that caused the addiction/abuse issues in the first place.

Well, it works for some people, and if they like it, fine for them. Who am I to say it's wrong for them. But I'm pretty sure they wouldn't like my ideas in those places either.
 
I bet if someone did a research on it, they would find out that AA/NA works best for the "mindless drone" -type personalities, those who need routines in their life to survive. The exact same people who, if they happen to take psychedelics, either freak out and never take them again, or end up a complete lunatic.
 
Yeah, the only difference being, while you're on AA/NA, you can convince yourself that you're not really an addict, after all, you're going to AA/NA meetings :D
 
I really need A.A in my life right now my whole world has fallen apart . I was homeless until today and my life was in SHAMBLES . Right now im ready to give anything a shot . This kind man took me in today and showed me there's another way to live my life.

P.S. He's a DEAD HEAD too and has probably tripped more times then anyone ive met.


<3<3 I L<3Ve You Guys <3<3
 
True dat truth is, Charlie... still prefer my shambolic existence to all that NA/AA gubbins myself though, but there are probably worse toxins to fill your head with to be sure.

Spent some small time as a homeless street junky so can sorta see the appeal. Not for me though. But if it helps you to feel better then it is surely a Good Thing <3
 
whatever keeps you clean, Charlie. Like the others, I have been through my runs with NA and AA, didn't work for me, but no-one's to say they won't work for you. <3
 
How's about this one, D9? Ouch! 8o8o8o

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