I immediately slashed from 600-800 to 255mg dosing approximately at 6am, 11am, 4pm, and 9pm. Each dose was measured on a milligram scale and split equally into gel caps which I used sublingually before swallowing. Roughly 30 minutes to an hour after each dose, I would take 200mg of 63% MIT/92% total alkaloids (little to no 7oh in it), along with about 9 grams of Green Maeng Da. I already have an extremely high plain leaf tolerance for many years. It really does stretch it out a LOT. With just the half-life of 7oh on its own, I wouldn't have made it as cutting that extreme still gave me horrific anxiety and insomnia. I practically had a mental breakdown from the insomnia compounding everything, so I cannot even fucking imagine CTing from 700mg like Angel. That is insane. After 3 days of that, I stabilized quite well and stayed there for a couple more days before I began the taper. After 255, I went down to 220 split 4 ways, 200, 180, 160, 140, etc. I never stayed at a dose for longer than 3 days. I'm still at 60mg right now, but tomorrow I'm going to try 40 and see what happens. It's pretty damn easy now with the plain leaf. Cutting back on extracts now too, but I do feel withdrawal creep in pretty quickly. I find myself having to dose plain leaf at around 2-3 in the morning some (most) nights.
The garbage really set me back in my perceived recovery. Definitely made me feel like a junkie again, considering I had 10 years straight of JUST plain leaf. Screwed the pooch on that one. However, I am kind of grateful because it opened my eyes to just how much kratom and its action on serotonin has changed me and it's not necessarily positive in most ways. I am 38 years old soon and I plan to slow taper 1 gram a week until I'm off kratom completely. I'm ready to be clean for real, and I want to make sure I can do that for my mother before she passes. She is almost 70 now and has kidney disease and is starting to show early dementia/Alzheimer's symptoms as it has ravaged almost everyone on that side of the family. No elderly woman should have to see her grown ass son still breaking down and crying because of drug addiction for the millionth time.
Yeah, I was about to say the same thing. Diphenhydramine ABSOLUTELY causes horrible RLS both in and out of withdrawal for me, but doxylamine doesn't as far as I can tell. Hydroxyzine definitely does, as well. Made both of those mistakes plenty of times in the past.