So here I am in 7 stax. Spending $60/day in these mufuckers and slowly not being able to buy what I need in life. I just made it 2 days without it in an effort to try to stop this nonsense. Longest I’ve made it is a week and it was terrible. I get paid tonight and I’m making an appointment with an abuse dr to get on subs or something. This wd process isn’t like heroin and over in 4 or 5 days with a lasting shitty feeling for like 2 weeks. This is panic, utter debilitating anxiety, and restlessness like I’ve never had. It’s worse than heroin. I cold turkey’s heroin— well I drank a ton of alcohol but I stopped.
I used to not really agree with medical-assisted treatment, not long term at least. I know people who’ve been on subs for 10 years. That seems like not really addressing the addiction. I’ve been addicted to kratom since 2022, switched to 7oh when that came out. I was so happy I no longer had to drink the gross sludge. I got pretty carried away with 7. I was stealing it a lot, which was so stupid. I got immediately, heavily addicted to 7oh. I started with like 7.5 mg and after about a month, I was taking upwards of 200mgs a day. Sometimes 4-500. I had a worse physical addiction to 7 than I had withdrawing from heroin. It was so fast! Within a week of using it daily, I was physically dependent. No drug has ever got me down like this. The prolonged withdrawal is really a big issue.
The mental anguish is really so much more than I’ve ever had with any drugs. And I’ve used a lot in my life and been through some trauma, but I’ve never felt as bad as this shit makes you feel when you don’t have it.
I just need support I guess.
I used to not really agree with medical-assisted treatment, not long term at least. I know people who’ve been on subs for 10 years. That seems like not really addressing the addiction. I’ve been addicted to kratom since 2022, switched to 7oh when that came out. I was so happy I no longer had to drink the gross sludge. I got pretty carried away with 7. I was stealing it a lot, which was so stupid. I got immediately, heavily addicted to 7oh. I started with like 7.5 mg and after about a month, I was taking upwards of 200mgs a day. Sometimes 4-500. I had a worse physical addiction to 7 than I had withdrawing from heroin. It was so fast! Within a week of using it daily, I was physically dependent. No drug has ever got me down like this. The prolonged withdrawal is really a big issue.
The mental anguish is really so much more than I’ve ever had with any drugs. And I’ve used a lot in my life and been through some trauma, but I’ve never felt as bad as this shit makes you feel when you don’t have it.
I just need support I guess.

