the key is to taper..even with dope..just taper
you know like what i do when mky habitgets high and this is what i did just this past week was ..ill buy a jab and know that im gonna have 4 or 5 bags extra leftover..now if i shot dope 4-5bags would get me nodding but when my habits high 4-5bags snorting just doesnt do nothing but take away the sick...so i ill snort a half a bag or maybe a full bag but ill do it slowly to just take away the sick..i also kep my normal rules of not getting high before 6pm, ill do the same thing when im tryin to taper and get rid of the sick..if im sick ill stay sick all day and come 6pm ill break open a bag and snort it slowly..when that bag is gone,.. so are my chills for the rest of the night..
now this past weed i had 4extrabags left over and had to be sober for a week..so i the one bag the first day and was pissed at myself so then i started scraping the bills figuring that most of what i was scraping outta the bills was just left over dormin residue and not actually dope itself..so i id that for 2 more days only snorting a little line or 2 from my old bills and sure enough just those little lines i scraped was good enough to get rid of the chills.sick for that night...after those first 3days i stopped completly and still had the chills but the chills where not that bad..i started using the bathroom normal again(its great to shitmultiple times a day, everyday..instead of once everyother day for months) and by the time day 6 rolled around of not being high and day 3 of absolutly nothing, the chills where gone and so was everyother symptom i had...by the end of the 8days the psychologiacal part was gone too where i wasnt even thinking of getting high but im not sure if that was because i knew afte i went to court inthe morning i was gonna go cop or what
so if you got that heavy habit there are ways to get around away form it with out subs..this past week i had subs in my possession but didnt want to take them for fear of failing my drug test and having it sent to the lab only to show that i have subs in my system but all it took was 3days of taper and 4days sober to shake it..that was bad taper too normally i would taper with more dope but i was already pressing my luck, so thats why i went light
this taper process slowly brought me off a 2-3bar/day habit..i was takin 2-3bars a day when i idnt have any bars i want able to sleep at all..so i hated this fact and i hated that my friends wher starting to get hooked on them and was realloy makin them stupid..i had one freind who was buying 30bars off me every 2 or 3days and was supposedly sellin then well i found out he was eating them all and when i found out he was eating all 30 and not selling none in 2 days i was like fuck this shit..and stopped...so i tapered off then cut it to 1 1/2 and then to 1 and then to half a bar and slowly got to the point where i didnt need anybars anymore..this whole process took about 6months but worked with out going threw any benzo wd what so ever
i was like a drug dealer with a conscience..i only sold weed for the fact that i didnt like what other drugs did to people..i didnt like how coke would literally ruin people and how rolls made you really dumb..now dont get me wrong when i was younger i sold everything i could make a doller on especially since i didnt really use the drugs i was sellin besides weed..it got to a point where i would only sell coke when i went and visited my friends at school and that was because i could get an oz of coke off in 2 nights and have a ball or 2 left over with a couple hundred bucks in my pocket of profit..but when icame back home i wouldnt sell it to my friends..thats why i never have sold dope or anything else that can ruin you..
weed isnt addicitive in a sense that you dont get sick if you dont have it or you dont crave it..your not gonna go out and steal from somebody to go gret a bag of weed..the weed i was sellin isnt ruining anyboidys life and thats why i sold weed and only weed..well that was until iwas able to get lots of xanax for cheap and for free and to see my one buddy go from eating 1bar and passing out to eating 10bars a day and not doin anytihng..then i found out the kid was on methadone from a time before i even knew him..one day after hitting the clinic and eating a biunch of bars he crashed into a police car and got charged with DUI..thats how i found out he was eatin them bars and mixin with the 'done...so i cut him off and he begged me for like a week and my excuse was that the source dried up ..well he came to me with a offer saying he can get bars cheap and i didnt want nothing to do with them, and he got pissed cause i wouldnt buy them from his guy for him (basically he wanted me to buy a couple 100 in bulk, so he could buy a handful everyday) well iwasnt down with that cauyse he wanted the bulk price but besides that i wanted him off the bars...they where really fryin his brain..well about a month later he told me he tried dope again for the first time in like 4 years and i was like how? and he gave me some story about how his connect had some lines busted out and told him it was xanax and when he did it he was like no its dope..and i flipped on him again about how hes gonna risk the 4yers to get back into it..sure enough a week later the dude was dead from an OD..from what i gathered it was either his first or second time shootin up in like 4 or 5years and his brother walked past his bedroom and saw him passed out but didnt think nopthing of it until he walked past like 3-4 hours later and noticed him in the same spot and thats when he went up and saw he was gone...
i dont even remember how i got started on this story but whatever its still a crazy one...the worst part is this guy was part of my friends older brother group like him and 4 other dudes where bestfrends but like 4years older then me..but we all hung out cause we where able to buy the good drugs for cheap..well out of the 5guys in the group 2 had degrees, 2 where just fucku[ps and 1 was on workmans comp..the worst one who wasnt so much the ringleader but the guy who was the biggest scum bag and who should be dead ormurdered by nowf for beingthat shady is still alive his name is brad.. the 2guys with the degrees are dead i is ceaser nd the other is kevin..kevin was eating 15bars a day alongwith god only knows how many norcos, well he was getting them online sent to his house and it stopped so he moved on to dope thanks to brad..well kevin moved away to minnesota to live with his sister and had a job interview set up..he ended upo gettin the job and was pumped and was clean for a month or 2 when he called brad and ceasar and they said they would meet him half way and drop him off dope and rigs to celebrate..well kevin met up with them in iowa, went home, and was dead..now we know who met up with kevin(us kids not the cops) but we dont know if they gave him bunk shit or if the dope he had was really good..6months later paul the guy i was talkin about who was sellin weed for me and supposeldy selling bars but reallywas eating them was dead himself of an OD..boith of these was 2-3 years ago..now 10months ago ceasar died while chillin with his girlfriend and brad of an OD..so if you havent noticed the scumbag brad is still left standing but partial thanks to him all his best friends from 20+ years xcept for one are dead..and everyone getting into the dope is all brads fault and everytime someone died, he took a slice outta the pizza too