Just wondering about this little episode, wondering if anyone can shed any light for me?
I've done 6 APB before, but not excessively. I had three of the first pressing which I know were weak and I've done 115mg of the powder on a few occasions which was always good, really good. Extremely messy, grinning euphoric goodness, no raised BP or heart rate to speak of, visuals which seem to take the form of shimmering and an orange tint to my vision etc. All good.
The last time was a 6th or 7th pressing, one blue/green pellet, usual sealed foil wrapper, oral, chewed.
The come-up was a bit gnarly but handled OK, I was pacing around a bit, no real noticed increase in heart rate. Two hours in it was still feeling like the come-up, only more so. I felt very cold, getting the orange shimmering, like the room was fire-lit, it looked like I should be peaking but instead of euphoria there was tension and anxiety, weird to explain but it was like a panic attack without the actual panic. Tachycardia was also present which I've never had before with this substance, my heartbeat was elevated (100bpm) but each beat had a force to it that I'd never felt before, like a sledgehammer banging against my chest. Looking in the mirror my pupils were dilated to a degree I'd never before had with this substance, infact I'd seriously doubt there was any room to dilate further.
This was extremely unpleasant, it abated a few hours in and I calmed down along with my heartbeat and had a few beers. There was zero euphoria at any point, nothing, just feeling cold, agitated and anxious although I was pretty sure I'd get through it so no real panic.
I've explained this as well as I can, I'm just wondering why it happened. Could it have been a pellet with a bit more than 100mg in it? Or could it have have been the 500mg of O Desmethyltramadol I'd done over the week, last dose of this was 60mg the day before the 6 APB?
I've done 6 APB before, but not excessively. I had three of the first pressing which I know were weak and I've done 115mg of the powder on a few occasions which was always good, really good. Extremely messy, grinning euphoric goodness, no raised BP or heart rate to speak of, visuals which seem to take the form of shimmering and an orange tint to my vision etc. All good.
The last time was a 6th or 7th pressing, one blue/green pellet, usual sealed foil wrapper, oral, chewed.
The come-up was a bit gnarly but handled OK, I was pacing around a bit, no real noticed increase in heart rate. Two hours in it was still feeling like the come-up, only more so. I felt very cold, getting the orange shimmering, like the room was fire-lit, it looked like I should be peaking but instead of euphoria there was tension and anxiety, weird to explain but it was like a panic attack without the actual panic. Tachycardia was also present which I've never had before with this substance, my heartbeat was elevated (100bpm) but each beat had a force to it that I'd never felt before, like a sledgehammer banging against my chest. Looking in the mirror my pupils were dilated to a degree I'd never before had with this substance, infact I'd seriously doubt there was any room to dilate further.
This was extremely unpleasant, it abated a few hours in and I calmed down along with my heartbeat and had a few beers. There was zero euphoria at any point, nothing, just feeling cold, agitated and anxious although I was pretty sure I'd get through it so no real panic.
I've explained this as well as I can, I'm just wondering why it happened. Could it have been a pellet with a bit more than 100mg in it? Or could it have have been the 500mg of O Desmethyltramadol I'd done over the week, last dose of this was 60mg the day before the 6 APB?
