To start off I am not nieve to opiates in the least. I discovered them around the age of 16 and have been using on and off up until now (I am 20). This is (I believe) my 4th time getting clean from opiates.
Currently I am physically addicted and believe I have been using for about 2 1/2 - 3 1/2 months (it's hard to be exact when your so foggy but its probably closer to the latter.) usually daily. Dosage is about 20mg morphine IV for a good maintenance and a slight rush.
I am going to be quitting both out of my own will and because my dad found syringes for the 3rd time or something like that and he (though well deserved) screamed in my face yesterday morning, waking me up at 7:30 am... Not a good way to start the day.
Currently (and luckily as my dad didn't see my stash in the same drawer) I have at my disposal about a half a dub of powdered H (quality varies blah blah) but to clarify I can maintain for 6 hours twice with this. I also have around 50-65 mg of morphine 100ABG, which is probably overall much more potent than the for-mentioned Diacetylmorphine... yeah I can spell fancy!
I work both today at 4:30pm easternUS, and tomorrow, not sure when, at a new job at pizza hut. It's not the most demanding work but I fear dealing with customers while withdrawing would be enough to get on my nerves alot.
After these next two days I then have a 4 day period in which I have nothing on monday, class on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday.. (only taking 3 classes and they arent that strenuous, as i am more worried about my new job.) Then work again on Friday, Sat, and Sun. It's these 3 work days that bother me the most.
I am definately physically addicted but I do not beleive my habit is as bad as it has been in the past (this 3 or so months of use is coming out off a big sobriety period, and my dosages have been well monitored.)
So here is my plan. Ween a bit during these next two days and maybe even save some for the coming work days then just jump off right after work tomorrow (Sunday). During the 4 days, of which 3 contain school, I will take no supplements like loperamide or suboxone and will try very hard to exercise, mostly running. I might try to force myself to the gym and do some weights also. Hopefully, by next Friday I can be well enough that taking 2 or 3 lopermadine 2mg a day will stave off withdrawals for my Friday--Saturday--Sunday work session.
I want your impressions, do you think I can do this and be o.k to work again on friday? Will exercise decrease the withdrawal experience drastically? Tell me what you think.
-With love,
Mangoman.
Currently I am physically addicted and believe I have been using for about 2 1/2 - 3 1/2 months (it's hard to be exact when your so foggy but its probably closer to the latter.) usually daily. Dosage is about 20mg morphine IV for a good maintenance and a slight rush.
I am going to be quitting both out of my own will and because my dad found syringes for the 3rd time or something like that and he (though well deserved) screamed in my face yesterday morning, waking me up at 7:30 am... Not a good way to start the day.
Currently (and luckily as my dad didn't see my stash in the same drawer) I have at my disposal about a half a dub of powdered H (quality varies blah blah) but to clarify I can maintain for 6 hours twice with this. I also have around 50-65 mg of morphine 100ABG, which is probably overall much more potent than the for-mentioned Diacetylmorphine... yeah I can spell fancy!
I work both today at 4:30pm easternUS, and tomorrow, not sure when, at a new job at pizza hut. It's not the most demanding work but I fear dealing with customers while withdrawing would be enough to get on my nerves alot.
After these next two days I then have a 4 day period in which I have nothing on monday, class on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday.. (only taking 3 classes and they arent that strenuous, as i am more worried about my new job.) Then work again on Friday, Sat, and Sun. It's these 3 work days that bother me the most.
I am definately physically addicted but I do not beleive my habit is as bad as it has been in the past (this 3 or so months of use is coming out off a big sobriety period, and my dosages have been well monitored.)
So here is my plan. Ween a bit during these next two days and maybe even save some for the coming work days then just jump off right after work tomorrow (Sunday). During the 4 days, of which 3 contain school, I will take no supplements like loperamide or suboxone and will try very hard to exercise, mostly running. I might try to force myself to the gym and do some weights also. Hopefully, by next Friday I can be well enough that taking 2 or 3 lopermadine 2mg a day will stave off withdrawals for my Friday--Saturday--Sunday work session.
I want your impressions, do you think I can do this and be o.k to work again on friday? Will exercise decrease the withdrawal experience drastically? Tell me what you think.
-With love,
Mangoman.
