From the bottom of my heart - Thank you. Props on cigs man!!!
<img src="http://www.bluelight.org/i/pi/24.gif" border="0" alt="" title="heart" smilieid="16" class="inlineimg"><gs id="4f603625-7bb7-452c-80f4-60bfdb5bdef9" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="89e09ed7-9842-4a7a-8296-fb57e0ce4b5a" class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark">Cigs</gs> were so gross to me when I was in my first week. If you can quit during the first 2 weeks I give you props. That is so hard, detoxing off of both. Once I detoxed off of pills in ten years of on and off again crap and it was torture doing both opiates cold turkey, xanax, and <gs id="462f2798-b586-4b7c-8e81-e3dcf1496e71" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="7c71fcbe-a3ba-44e0-b45f-a9d411cbf9f6" class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark">cigs</gs>. This time - subs have topped all detoxing all together. I'm so glad you say working out is major because it's so hard. It induces holding onto water, I stay away from salt - I am so bloated but pushing through. Today I sneezed so many times, and I'm having a huge detox day for some reason? So late in the process? Why the chills, sneezing, no fever, no cold, just tired and cannot sleep. I want so bad to just pound a few sleeping pills, some subs, xanax, <gs id="11b1155c-8b28-4cc7-9e1b-0a2ddfaaac24" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="f2077c52-2797-490a-bd97-88672e0c1e56" class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark">pot</gs>, and a ton of anything I can get my hands on but I just keep walking the house. You're so right about summer, if only I got fed up in the summer and didn't let it become negative degrees outside I think my happiness and workout regimen would be 50% easier. As if anything is easy. I had a good 10 days and now today I feel like I'm at the butt end of my first week. It's subsiding with food, hot drinks, and you guys. Thank you for continuing to come back - <gs id="740bee9a-7a6a-4abd-bbb1-ceaa697ad5c5" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="94cae5eb-8945-4008-8744-a4927741a6f9" class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark">your</gs> all I have to hold onto guys. Also, I'd like to say I swore too much, and had to many capital letters one <gs id="34ac6ad3-7435-473b-8582-058815091514" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="f7e2b9a0-1c3b-4873-8f99-00c8930a7070" class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark">bad bad</gs> night and my post didn't go through. It was when my good friend died so <gs id="9dac58a9-1ec5-4425-9036-9d5f74970442" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="c6b92448-c997-4283-bf0f-83c6b535dd69" class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark">pls</gs> don't think I've abandoned this post. Much love, respect to <gs id="29e5b198-b119-4f0e-845a-1c506e755253" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="7f68ae98-c64f-4ed9-a11c-218a1596c3bd" class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark">u</gs> all - sober or not - we are in this epidemic together. <br>
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Respect and Love,<br>
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Heather H from Detroit aka Poligurl