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20 caps in 2 days first time "rolling" Very bad and intense come down

Kubz

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About 3 days ago i bought 5caps of Red Buddha after deciding to take a tolerance break from weed a week earlier. it was not my first time as i have railed and parachuted mdma 3 times before but it was more of a hyped energetic high then what i experienced on Thursday. i took 3 pills and waited about 40-45 min when it hit me. I have never had this feeling it was like my heart was going faster by the minute and i was having difficulty breathing and walking straight. i kept telling myself i wont od on 3 pills and slowly i calmed down. i then start feeling scared and cold so i put on my sweater and like magic everything went away and i felt safe. I was so comfy and i finally got the "ecstasy" feeling everyone always talked about. Problem is it only lasted 2 hours then so i took 2 more but they did nothing. The next day i asked him about it and he said i should take 4 to get a 6 hour roll for me since i'm 6'1 180 pounds. Being brand new to ecstasy i just did what he said so i took 4 all at once and again 2 hours of amazing feeling then gone completely. i was already hooked i even said "why does this have to end" as i felt the comedown and was kind of depressed, i wanted it so bad that i actually went out and picked up some more 3 hours after i took 4. He ended up giving me twice as much and i got 5 extra yellow pills which at the time i thought was great. When i got home i crushed 2 red and 1 yellow and then parachuted it. I read somewhere that if you parachute you should start feeling it 10-20min so after 35 min i took 1 more red n 1 more guessing i didn't take enough and i was rolling hard for like 4 hours before i felt the dreaded comedown. This time though it was bad, worst than any other i have had. I was hearing things and seeing shadows in the corner of my eyes but when i looked at where i saw movement there was nothing. I took the rest of what i had and swallowed it hopping it will stop the hallucinations, voices, and bring back that amazing feeling. It worked but not as well it was nice but just not the same. then i felt it fading away after 30 minutes. I looked at the clock 3:30 am and i knew it was going to be a long wait until i can pick up more. Then i realized how quickly i have become a junky, i have taken 15 pills within 8 hours and 20 in the past 2 days (mind you they are not that strong). When i realized how many pills i have taken i started to panic, my chest felt like it was closed up so it was hard to breath and visual hallucinations such as animals running across the floor and people whispering my name. I began to actually get used to it and i eventually calmed down and i remember lying down at 6 because i was extremely tired but i could not sleep while laying down i saw this full body figure in a suit and top hat wave at me. This made me jump and i was considering two options i was either OD or it was laced my heart started beating faster and i started to get another panic attack. I then started looking up ways to help a comedown and i had all the ingredients luckily htp-5, banana's, orange juice, oranges, and vitamin C. 30 min later all hallucinations and voices were gone. Anyways it was the worst trip of my life but probably the best because now i'm completely turned off of mdma/E i'm sure in a couple months ill might do it but will never do as many as i did in such a short time, at least 2-3 months in between each roll. Hope you got a good laugh from my very poor judgment calls.


I also have some questions if anyone would be willing to answer

-Is what i experienced normal? Hallucinating, hearing noises, and panic attacks (The only panic attacks i have ever gotten was yesterday.
-Did i cause any permanent brain damage? such as short term memory loss (really bad this morning getting better)
-I have not eaten in two days and haven't slept in over 24 hours ( i am hungry/Tired but can repress it easily, but how until i can start eating/sleeping again
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BTW I'm 90% sure the red Buddha are fake i read that the real red Buddha imprint doesn't have nipples or a belly button but the ones i had did.
 
the pink buddhas with nipples and a belly button are MDA, all others are bunk

http://www.pillreports.com/index.php?page=display_pill&id=25576
^those were the best pills Ive ever had.



anyways, rolling like that is horrible... 30-90 breaks are needed in between any two rolls. MDMA releases serotonin, the drug in your brain that naturally makes you happy and regulates emotion, as well as basic body functions.


What you experienced was the crash from depleting all of your serotonin, from what sounds like was pretty shitty pills
 
100% this:
the pink buddhas with nipples and a belly button are MDA, all others are bunk

http://www.pillreports.com/index.php?page=display_pill&id=25576
^those were the best pills Ive ever had.



anyways, rolling like that is horrible... 30-90 breaks are needed in between any two rolls. MDMA releases serotonin, the drug in your brain that naturally makes you happy and regulates emotion, as well as basic body functions.


What you experienced was the crash from depleting all of your serotonin, from what sounds like was pretty shitty pills
 
Ok but the main problem i have now is i feel really sick, is it because i haven't ate for two days?
 
Ok Thanks it's weird i feel like im high again but im not i just feel sick and get light headed and have head rushes
 
Read up on supplements you can take to recover faster, sorry to give you bad news but you did do some damage(whether it was mdma or not) . Fish oil, and vitamin b complex are 2 good ones, get those as well as try some cardio work out to start feeling better and it'll aid in faster serotonin production. Anyways i'm buzzed right now, read up on supplements bro if you want to get better fast and don't repeat that dosage frequency again.
 
Your situation was that either:
A) They were some terribly shitty pills.
B) They were not MDMA.

2 hours seems to little of a duration, I'd be questioning if they were really MDMA, especially for the large amounts you took.

Also if you can buy MDMA in crystal form instead of pills, it's a lot easier to tell what dosage you're having, also you should test everything you take, ESPECIALLY pills, there have been some dodgy pills going around in the past and if you dropped 20 of them you'd be dead in no time.

Also, the more frequently you use the less you'll get out of it, it's sad but you need to give it time in between doses of MDMA otherwise it's a waste and can be damaging to you.
 
Sounds like your dealer is a dick who's trying to make some easy money by giving you cut pills that don't last long so that you have to take more (and therefore buy more) to get an effect. I'd try to find a new guy to get your stuff from, and a testing kit. Better to be safe than sorry. I stay away from press because I don't trust them at all, especially after some chick died near where I live from taking a press pill that possibly contained PMA.
 
Please just buy a test kit or check the pills on pillreports.com before you buy them.
 
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