grifter182
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 17, 2015
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Hey guys,
I know you can find bits and pieces of what I'm asking online, but really wanted to get some personal advice.
I'm a heavy drinker (I'm working on changing this), but never got into anything else.
On Friday, a friend and I shared a gram of coke at home out of the blue, which then turned into 4 grams (between the two of us). It was crazy how much more and more we wanted.
Since then I've been a wreck. Spent all yesterday going from the shower to bed and trying my luck with some meditation apps. Didn't get to sleep until about 8pm.
Feeling slightly better today, but can't get rid of the intense fear and health anxiety from doing 2 grams of coke. My head is constantly telling me I could have died and still could, or that I might have done some long-term damage to my mental and physical health. It sounds strange, but I feel like maybe I won't be the same person after this.
So I want to ask, how possible is it that doing 2 grams in one night will result in some kind of health problems (physically or mentally)?
And is there anything I can do now to help recover?
Thanks heaps guys, appreciate it.
I know you can find bits and pieces of what I'm asking online, but really wanted to get some personal advice.
I'm a heavy drinker (I'm working on changing this), but never got into anything else.
On Friday, a friend and I shared a gram of coke at home out of the blue, which then turned into 4 grams (between the two of us). It was crazy how much more and more we wanted.
Since then I've been a wreck. Spent all yesterday going from the shower to bed and trying my luck with some meditation apps. Didn't get to sleep until about 8pm.
Feeling slightly better today, but can't get rid of the intense fear and health anxiety from doing 2 grams of coke. My head is constantly telling me I could have died and still could, or that I might have done some long-term damage to my mental and physical health. It sounds strange, but I feel like maybe I won't be the same person after this.
So I want to ask, how possible is it that doing 2 grams in one night will result in some kind of health problems (physically or mentally)?
And is there anything I can do now to help recover?
Thanks heaps guys, appreciate it.