BlindHelperMonkey
Bluelighter
i dont care about him or you. i just feel sorry for his kid/wife. have fun and goodnight
who the fuck told you heroin makes you a better musician, heroin is the downfall of great musicians. kurt cobain went from creative moody prick to just plain whiney moody prick when gear got hold of him. stick to cannabis and your family. christmas is coming up you undeserving selfish fuck, give your kid some memories for fucks sake
what is a polite wake up call in the none literal sense btw? wake up calls by nature must be harsh. he even expected to be flamed. think of his INNOCENT kid, less of his worthless bluelighter membership
i hereby remove myself from this thread, any further replies to myself from here on is OT and harmful to the poor OP. goodnight (thats three times now rhun)
man it is posts like this that really turn me off bluelight sometimes. That last thing I need when I'm already feeling really shitty after doing something stupid with drugs is strangers making me feel worse. Bluelight is for harm reduction AND support, no need to be a complete dick head. You could have got the same point across without being a complete asshole.
And I'm sure he already feels fucking awful enough about what happened, making him feel like scum is honestly not going to help in any way and if anything could lead to him trying H again. Responses like this are seriously depressive when you already know you fucked up bad.
It's great that your saying you aren't going to do heroin again, but it's really not heroins fault that this happened, so avoiding heroin is great but isn't going to be enough to prevent further damage. I just want to make sure that you're not under the impression that doing Percocet and alcohol won't have consequences.
Being an addict has profound effects on those who care about you, and you can still hurt a lot of people without overdosing. Like I said in my other post, it all comes down to priorities, and your family WILL question your priorities inevitably so just stay aware of your actions and the consequences choices you make have. Most importantly, use this as an opportunity to further educate yourself on stuff that you put in your body.
Bluelight is a great resource for harm reduction, but I think it's vital that you learn more about risks involved with mixing CNS depressants, especially since you're going back to Percocet and alcohol. Not only does this carry the same risk as heroin for fatal CNS depression, but it's also extremely toxic for your liver to be combining alcohol with the acetaminophen (Tylenol) that's in Percocet.