17th Issue General Heroin Discussion v. Perfect Day

Status
Not open for further replies.
OT means "on topic". Like when you wrote some bullshit them you get back to the original topic I just write ot: then wrote whatever

Yeah, my bad, coming back from anesthesia this morning I'm a little off today.. I guess I've seen it mean on or off topic depending on the poster, but it's always to indicate a change of topic in a post.
 
Take it easy bro. My friend and I were recently talking about how little you feel the dope the morning after a night of going hard. The only real way to get the most out of it is to wait as long as you can before using again, preferably close to 24 hours. Your mind will play tricks on you though, making you think that you are sick already so then you use more, but if you don't cave in the sickness will likely pass for a few more hours, and you can get a lot more out of your dope without having to suffer and withdrawals.
Yeah i kinsa fucked up The past few weeks and jackef my tolerance up cus ive either gotten higj twice in a day kr dis so muxh that i get so high and pass the fuck out. Im gonna try and spread this out. Is it possible to lower your tolerance by doijg somethin like this say im doing between 10-20 bags a day which i wish i havent been doing ive just had a lot of money and well you know what happens eslecially bc i havent been smoking rock lateky do its al gone toward dope and the bags ive been getting are so bangin anyway say i lower thst to about 5 bags a day for two weeks will that lower my tolerance ajd allow me to get high on 8 bags again bc if i cant lower my tolerance in gonna have to start booting it cus i wont be able to afford this shit and dint lecture me ahout quitting im bot about qyitting yet.

I like getting as high as i possibly can, to the poun where if i do more im gonna OD i just gate reality that much i need to be as higj as i can while still breathing
 
Last edited:
I cant be spending $40-$80 a dat when j work a minimum wage job, $80 is over half my damn paycheck thete has yo be a way to liwer tolerajce other than quttiny, im pissed that i jacked up my tolerajce

What the fuck yesterday i was nodding on obly 8 bags, today i did 17 and im barley high. SAME exact stuff. I ddbend uo doikg 10 mote later in the day. Is it just liie u gus said if u Go hard tge night b4 its hard to get hjgh the next day. My tolrrqncr cant increqse that much in a day it gas to be that and the fact i didnt wait long enougj, ill wait 24 betweej each dose
 
Last edited:
Switching to shooting might keep your tolerance low for maybe a week then it's gonna be twice as bad as when you sniffed. Do some research on that myth. That's crazy to switch over cuz you think your tolerance will be lower. Soon enough you will start shooting and then your tolerance will gonzo and eventually it won't take 24 hours to get sick it will take about 6. Either search about it or PM mr. Scagnattie cuz he knows all about that and could explain it better then me
 
I cant be spending $40-$80 a dat when j work a minimum wage job, $80 is over half my damn paycheck thete has yo be a way to liwer tolerajce other than quttiny, im pissed that i jacked up my tolerajce

No there is really not. Well I guess tapering down, but that is virtually impossible for addicts.
 
Switching to shooting might keep your tolerance low for maybe a week then it's gonna be twice as bad as when you sniffed. Do some research on that myth. That's crazy to switch over cuz you think your tolerance will be lower. Soon enough you will start shooting and then your tolerance will gonzo and eventually it won't take 24 hours to get sick it will take about 6. Either search about it or PM mr. Scagnattie cuz he knows all about that and could explain it better then me

not even just that my nose is congested all the time and people are starting to ask questions and I have a bloody nose atleast 3 times a week sometimes almost every day for a period of time. Idk learning how to shoot up just seems like a good idea right now
 
^Yeah you get some natural opiate stimulation when you score the dope because something good happened. There is a chemical factor in that, too. Its not just psychological. You can get the same effect from listening to a good song or getting some good news when you are dopesick, it curbs the w/d feelings a bit, but then the dope sickness takes back over.

There was a time, back in the day, when my daily routine would be to head over first thing in the AM, while still dope sick, to the same cash machine, located at a bank somewhere on 8th St. between Astor Place and B'way in NYC, and slide my card in so as to withdraw enough $$$ to get enough dope to last me until the next day. After punching the PIN and the dollar amount requested, the machine would make that unmistakeable whirring sound of cash about to be dispensed. In a Pavlovian way, that whirring sound alone would be enough to quiet the bowels and lessen my anxiety level. It was truly music to my ears. I knew I was one step closer to where I needed to be.

Conversely, there were the days when I went to that same machine, only to find that the check hadn't cleared ...... :(
 
There was a time, back in the day, when my daily routine would be to head over first thing in the AM, while still dope sick, to the same cash machine, located at a bank somewhere on 8th St. between Astor Place and B'way in NYC, and slide my card in so as to withdraw enough $$$ to get enough dope to last me until the next day. After punching the PIN and the dollar amount requested, the machine would make that unmistakeable whirring sound of cash about to be dispensed. In a Pavlovian way, that whirring sound alone would be enough to quiet the bowels and lessen my anxiety level. It was truly music to my ears. I knew I was one step closer to where I needed to be.

Conversely, there were the days when I went to that same machine, only to find that the check hadn't cleared ...... :(

Yesterday I deposited $187 and it started processing, spat out a single dollar bill and said could not read the funds added or something of that nature then froze then went to the home screen. It didn't credit me the other $186 I put in i freaked the fuck out luckily I already had dope and that wasn't my only money. I got it rectified today at the bank though.
 
learning how to shoot up just seems like a good idea right now

Taking a Metro-North Hudson Line train into a curve at 82 MPH may have seemed like a good idea to the conductor of that doomed train not too long ago also.

If there is anyone on this board who had the same "idea" at some point in their life, followed through with it, and found that it greatly enhanced their lot in life, please raise your hand. I want to know what I did wrong because I failed miserably when I went down that road.
 
^^

I also hate being a junky in the winter for 2 other reason. 1. Being dope sick when it's already freezing out is beyond miserable.. and 2. When it's so damn cold out, my already very battered veins show even less, and it makes fixing quickly on the go a real bitch. It's a whole process when I'm that cold to warm up, which can take a while, so my bloody veins actually show a little bit and I can hit.

Fuck winter.

I feel ya man when I was living in Alaska and homeless, being a junkie was so much harder. I envied the junkies in the lower 48 because atleast they had warm weather, easier to scheme and get around in warm weather. Plus the vein thing, my veins are hidden all winter cos its so cold. I hated AK, the only thing that warmed me up was a nice fat shot o' shards. It was so cold when Id breath in my nose hairs would freeze. So glad i caught a plane down to l.a. in 2011, a junkies paradise down here; open air, warm weather, decent public trans...
 
^From everything I've heard about Alaska, I think it would be the price of drugs that would frustrate me more than anything else. It's literally like a 4-500% mark up there! You must of thought you were in paradise when you got to LA...It's crazy how much people will pay to get high...but the dealers there are really screwing people.
 
Posting on the bus back from my homeless dope dealer. Copped a half bundle of some REDICULOUSLY good fire.

Sniffed one on the bus and now I'm just waiting for a drop off of a mixed half ounce of 7gs jack13 (jack Herrer x g13)/ 7gs of some legit west coast HeadBand and an 8ball of k. All that + 4mg of Klonopin tonight is a great way to forget that I knocked a girl up whom I am not dating. Luckily she's getting a free abortion because she's an addict but still.

That's some heavy shit to deal with, man
Just taking it easy tonight? Lol

I've never done or even saw K. I almost got some onece but it never came through. How much is that stuff and if I was gonna snort it how much would I need for a good high? How long would that buzz last?
 
not even just that my nose is congested all the time and people are starting to ask questions and I have a bloody nose atleast 3 times a week sometimes almost every day for a period of time. Idk learning how to shoot up just seems like a good idea right now

Taking a Metro-North Hudson Line train into a curve at 82 MPH may have seemed like a good idea to the conductor of that doomed train not too long ago also.

If there is anyone on this board who had the same "idea" at some point in their life, followed through with it, and found that it greatly enhanced their lot in life, please raise your hand. I want to know what I did wrong because I failed miserably when I went down that road.
Tomatilli listen to what the old hippy is saying. I have a friend who kept telling me how much money I was wasting putting that shit up my nose. He would say how he only needs a dime and he is good and high. That lasted about 2 weeks till he lost his job and almost od'ed a few times all the while stealing and pawning his shit because the sickness got way worse once he started spiking. He eventually tried to kill himself and that is what saved his life he tells me. Now he has two months clean and even happy. Of course I tried to warn him when he started and he finally told me that I was right about the very dark road he was barreling down full throttle with no brakes or headlights.
 
It is even possible for me to have jacked my tolerance up this much in less than a week? I coukd be nodding of 8 bags now i did 11 and im just high thats it. Its the dope from the stack i got, could it possibly he because ive been thinling negatively lately abd have had shitty dys so im ruining my buzz? Tomorrow im gonna start taking dxm before my dope to try and aee if its trues that it helps with tolerance and enhances the high
 
your mood probaly does come into play. BUT thats not the only thing. doing 8-15 bags or whatever will definety fuck your tolerance up in a week. back in the beginning of the summer i did 10 bags of good dope a day for a week and thats what started my cycle of withdraw and also jacked my tolerance up cuz i had to do more to get high, and then the vicious cycle continues.

DXM would work but im almost 100% positive that you would have to be taking it for a while to actually lower your tolerance, its not an overnight cure. although im sure it could make you do a bag or 2 less at a time because it potenates the high but other then that im not to sure man.

sounds like you really need to take a break. I definetly know it's easier said then done. good luck mang.
 
Well I relapsed today. I had made it 11 days. It was just a split second decision. Before I understood what was happening I was on the phone with the dopeman
 
Sigh.. How do you feel about that, crimsonjunk?
& Is it going to be a one time thing, or are you going to get back into the evil demon game?
 
Well I relapsed today. I had made it 11 days. It was just a split second decision. Before I understood what was happening I was on the phone with the dopeman
11 days is pretty good just try not to use more than one day. I always feel bad when I do what you did but you can't beat yourself up too bad over it or the guilt will depress you and we know dope is our escape from that depression and next thing you know it's a month or 2 later and that makes it harder to stop.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top