17th Issue General Heroin Discussion v. Perfect Day

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wow. us Boston peeps are going to have a hard day today if we're still using; THANK FUCKING GOD this winter is nothing like last. Just woke and looked out the window and saw about a foot of snow. last year in my junk days I'd be panicking right now on how I am going to score, what will happen if I dont, blah blah. and of course, I'd never buy enough the night before to get me through the day because I would end up just doing it at then.

what do you guys do when it snows (and I mean BAD) and you need to pick up your junk?
 
I dont gotta go no where today; that's why I am so thankful. last year I'd be out shoveling at this point but knowing a few of my guys might not even wanna hit the streets today, or wake up and saw they gotta plow their house before they can meet, blah blah. was never fun picking up in a snow storm. always trouble there.
 
crimsonjunk said:
Well I relapsed today. I had made it 11 days. It was just a split second decision. Before I understood what was happening I was on the phone with the dopeman

The only thing that ever worked for me was NA. I tried everything else. After I went to my first NA meeting (in a detox ward) and heard people just like me talk about what their lives were like before they stopped using, and what their lives were like while clean, my curiosity was piqued. I started going to meetings after I got out of treatment and only used on 3 occasions over the next 2 years, then I stayed clean (clean, clean ... no methadone, subox, reefer, etc.) for 17 consecutive years, going to meetings and being actively involved in "the fellowship" throughout the entire time.

bostonbrowntown said:
what do you guys do when it snows (and I mean BAD) and you need to pick up your junk

When I'm dope sick, neither rain, nor sleet, nor gloom of night stays this junky from the swift completion of his appointed rounds. I had to do whatever was necessary. I always hated inclement weather in part because the beat artists would take to the streets in full force with their dummy bags.
 
I know my answer to this but want to ask the rest of you guys.

most of the time, we all knew it was going to snow that next day, or be that blizzard, or whatever it might be. why didnt we cop enough that night/day before to last us through the blizzard of the snow? these addicted minds are just whacked. I swear.
 
I know my answer to this but want to ask the rest of you guys.

most of the time, we all knew it was going to snow that next day, or be that blizzard, or whatever it might be. why didnt we cop enough that night/day before to last us through the blizzard of the snow? these addicted minds are just whacked. I swear.

We did. We just blew through it all in one day because we are drug addicts, often with no self control.. ha.

Other times that is not an option if you don't have the money to get that much to last you (even if you could refrain from using it all)
 
We did. We just blew through it all in one day because we are drug addicts, often with no self control.. ha.

Other times that is not an option if you don't have the money to get that much to last you (even if you could refrain from using it all)

HAHAHA! exactly my answer. both of these fit me perfectly. sometimes the money. sometimes I'd buy a brick thinking it would last 3 days. 8 hours later that brick is gone and im laid the fuck out on that couch half dead. next day I wake up and see that snow, storm, know my guy isnt around, etc, and I instantly start to cry.
 
Just taking it easy tonight? Lol

I've never done or even saw K. I almost got some onece but it never came through. How much is that stuff and if I was gonna snort it how much would I need for a good high? How long would that buzz last?
Ketamine is one of my 4 main loves in this world. Weed, heroin, ketamine, and strawberry Arnold Palmer lol.

Price for a g of it varies anywhere from the price of half a bundle to the price of a gram of coke. It comes more or less in rock salt-looking crystals. Smaller salt-like shards I normally get suspect of it being MXE and I it's a powder it's a research chem lol.,

For dosing, if I'm at a show I do lines the size of half a bag of dope or just repeated key bumps. Enough to get all wonky and shit but not collapse into a k-hole. When I'm home I do lines the size of a bag of dope. Lasts about 4 hours or so.

Since clean Molly is non existent (I don't give a fuck what you claim to get lol), I roll with Kitty instead ;)

But when you're doing dope and k together just....uhh....don't. You'll die. Gauranteed. You do your dose before k. You do it after the k. You do it during and you're more or less a dead man......and this warning is coming from ME of all people...
 
I've always bought my K in liq's. thas when I'd cook on my own. when I'd buy at clubs or whatever, it would be sold in jars. man, it's prob been about 8 or 9 years since I last did a "bump" of K. def. something I wish I could feel/bring do again. one thing I never liked was those DEEP K HOLES and you'd be in outta space and not have a CLUE where or what is around you or happening. freaky as shit.

I remember Ttokyo K being best then. what is the best now?

wow, K talk in the dope thread? I am sure there are but how many peeps out there addicted to K?
 
The only thing that ever worked for me was NA. I tried everything else.



When I'm dope sick, neither rain, nor sleet, nor gloom of night stays this junky from the swift completion of his appointed rounds. I had to do whatever was necessary. I always hated inclement weather in part because the beat artists would take to the streets in full force with their dummy bags.

^Haha....I've been sold empty bags a few times, plaster of Paris, both with legit stamps and professionally taped.....Providence was free-for all back in the '90s, there's really never been "drug turf"...There's gangs and shootings, but the whole thing has always been mixed in....

There did used to be open air dope on pretty much every side street throughout 3-4 good sized neighborhoods in the city, but you never had any idea what exactly you'd find where on any given day...

I started insisting on opening up and tasting a bag out of a bundle before I'd take them if I didn't know the person, and I had a few times where I've walked between buildings with someone and when I went to taste one, the guy started swinging on me trying to take my money!. I had a black eye and busted up nose bleeding once because the guy caught me square when I wasn't looking, but I managed to fight him off and get out with the money!...Adrenaline just kicks in, and in the back of your mind you're thinkin, "There's no way this guy is taking my money and leaving me sick!"....

Had another time where I just came out of a place down the stairs and out the door....I get a little down the street and this guy just jumps out in front of me and pulls out a gun and says, "put the dope on the ground and walk away!"....Fuck that, I turned around and started running the other way, and this guy chased me a good 2 1/2, 3 blocks! He didn't fire the gun, but that asshole was determined to get my dope...not fucking happening! I'm not looking to get killed, but if I'm getting sick you better come with your A game if you're planning on getting that dope out of my hand! And God knows, the last thing any of us wanna deal with is bullshit when we're sick, let alone having to get into a fight and sprint down the road!

So for me, if someone pulls out fake shit, it just makes me really nervous....because a junkies worst enemy is the other crazy guy out there who's more desperate then you are!

The gangsters dealing it are like Mister Rogers in comparison....if you're not a rival or an enemy, they'll never touch you...they're actually the ones protecting us half the time out there whether we realize it or not...

But that twitchy crackhead dude drinking cheap vodka and fiending for another hit at 11PM can be the most dangerous guy on the block if you're white with money tryin to cop!
 
Ketamine is one of my 4 main loves in this world. Weed, heroin, ketamine, and strawberry Arnold Palmer lol.

Price for a g of it varies anywhere from the price of half a bundle to the price of a gram of coke. It comes more or less in rock salt-looking crystals. Smaller salt-like shards I normally get suspect of it being MXE and I it's a powder it's a research chem lol.,

For dosing, if I'm at a show I do lines the size of half a bag of dope or just repeated key bumps. Enough to get all wonky and shit but not collapse into a k-hole. When I'm home I do lines the size of a bag of dope. Lasts about 4 hours or so.

Since clean Molly is non existent (I don't give a fuck what you claim to get lol), I roll with Kitty instead ;)

But when you're doing dope and k together just....uhh....don't. You'll die. Gauranteed. You do your dose before k. You do it after the k. You do it during and you're more or less a dead man......and this warning is coming from ME of all people...
That answers my question pretty good thanks man. If I ever come across any I'll take your advice about not doing it with dope. If you wouldn't do it neither will I and you are the combo king. Lol
 
I've always bought my K in liq's. thas when I'd cook on my own. when I'd buy at clubs or whatever, it would be sold in jars. man, it's prob been about 8 or 9 years since I last did a "bump" of K. def. something I wish I could feel/bring do again. one thing I never liked was those DEEP K HOLES and you'd be in outta space and not have a CLUE where or what is around you or happening. freaky as shit.

I remember Ttokyo K being best then. what is the best now?

wow, K talk in the dope thread? I am sure there are but how many peeps out there addicted to K?

It's all about the Ketaset these days, man. The Indian shit is all you can get shipped to the US now. With all the idiots out there you'd have to have Downs syndrome to sell k as a liquid these days. Slow-bake evaporation is my favorite to yield crystals to crush and put in my nose. And of course K-tards still exist. Id be one without the existence of heroin lol.

And for real. 90%of my combos should not be replicated so if there's a remote chance I won't do a combo, all y'all sure as shit better stay away.

And yay! My friend who I use with copped a bundle and is fronting me 2 or 3 bags on this snowy ass Sunday
 
Sigh.. How do you feel about that, crimsonjunk?
& Is it going to be a one time thing, or are you going to get back into the evil demon game?

I feel weak and stupid. But I know it was only a minor setback. The high wasn as good s I remembered and I puked a few times. In fact I was puking in my car after I got it just from the excitement of having it in my hands. I cant be spending money on a habit right now. I just moved into my own place and I need to be paying rent, food and other expenses. Thank you all for the kind words and support I don't have anyone IRL to talk about it with.
 
Fuuuuck. I only got 2 bags, but it was 2 for a tiny nickel of bud. And these bags are fucking hulk status. Huge and fucking STRONG.

Time to make laundry last a few hours lol. Roll a spliff, sniff a bag, and head to the basement to do this shit
 
^From everything I've heard about Alaska, I think it would be the price of drugs that would frustrate me more than anything else. It's literally like a 4-500% mark up there! You must of thought you were in paradise when you got to LA...It's crazy how much people will pay to get high...but the dealers there are really screwing people.

Well i dont really know who to blame on these outrageous prices because us cutys are dumb enough to pay it, but theres so many people involved in getting it from the top distributor to the junky that prices just skyrocket, as im sure you already know. And its just so much riskier getting it there, nobody drives it so its taken by plane or shipped which seems more dangerous.

Yea Im a woman and had to do some hardcore hustlin everyday just to get a dime, i was like i dont even know why junkies in the lower 48 bitch cos they only need to get together 20 bucks! But Id never buy just dimes because getting ahold of dealers is such a goosechase, id buy a half to a gram at a time (which isnt shit down here...but consider the 4-500% markup) just to avoid chasing down a dealer for the next 2 days.

You learn to be really efficent with your dope. When I came down here I had a baby tolerance, because I was only doing crumbs every 8 or so hours just to get by. The other thing that sucks is there is such few dealers and so many custys, and also limited dope, that dealers are choosy with who they see. Its not like it is in LA where you got 3 dif guys walking down the street mumbling chiva under their breath. The power has really gone to the dealers heads. I used to nanny for this one dealer and watch his 2 yr old while he went out doing whatever dealers do. Girls used to come over to his doublewide and have sex w him for dope pretty much every other day. His doublewide was known as the "slut hut."

But yes when i came down to LA I was in PARADISE. cheap, plentiful dope, no fucking snowstorms or negative 20 degree weather and no dealers with a god complex (well, a few...but not as frequent as up there!) I am very graterul to be in LA, I always remind my aelf if i can come up with a few hundred everyday in negative temps with no car...i can ALWAYS get dope down here. Alaska is a junkie's nightmare. Which is why i moved back there to get clean in 2010 (born and raised there but became a junkie when i left for college in 07), but that backfired.

And yes the prices are most frustrating, you cant help but think to yourself "if i was in cali i could be getting xxx amount of dope w this cash, but instead im getting crumbs." I have no idea why inflations so bad up there, supply & demand, i guess. We often have bad dry spells, esp after a bust since we rely on literally a select few.

Edit: Oh and to touch on what Bostonbrown said about snowstorms: Well, in Alaska snowstorms are our way of life so we have the advantage of it being the norm, the plows will have that shit cleared in a few hours they start in the middle of night. But i understand the panic. The worst for me was spring, or what we like to call "breakup." all the snow is melting and combining with all the sand and gravel put on roads during winter for traction, and the city is one giant muddy, slushy wet ocean. You get splashed by cars hydroplaning and the sidewalks are 4-6" of water. The citys just a giant river, all the water overflowing the storm drains. I remember going to cop and i didnt even care anymore about trying to stay dry, my shoes were ao wet theyd squish out water when i walked and my pants were soaked to above my knee w cold as dirty water. I had no one to call, so i went to the local starbucks that had a fireplace and tried to dry off.

A question for all you eastern seaboard BLers: howd you cop during Sandy? That was all i thought about when I saw on news the trains werent running. Mr scag i am interested to hear your hurricane story
 
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Im in upstate ny (capital region) where we got some of the worst of it. But honestly, you were only stuck inside for a day really. Even though it was raining something fierce the days before and after, the busses were still running and so were the dealers. Then Again I also remember getting a bundle, 8th of Durban poison, and a bottle of jack an sitting in my bed that whole time

Downstate (Poughkeepsie and below) had no Amtrak service and NYC had no subway. Albany and shit still had busses so I was good
 
^If I had half the connections for dank bud that you do, I would find a way to suck my own dick I'd be so happy!
 
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