Dont give up, most people cannot get past the first 5-7 days, the worse is over!
I was on 205mg/day methadone, plus my 6 days carries I would double/triple dose and I came down from 205mg to 15mg (gradually) and jumped off completely at 10mg, with only benzos and codeine pills to help.
I will say this, methadone like THC is fat soluable therefore it takes a LONG TIME, months perhaps 2 months to get past the discomfort and 2 more months for the dreams and psychological torture/cravings to leave. Within 1 year or so endorphin levels will return to normal to the point a 5mg percocet will have you fucked like the first time.
Its a long jurney but I salute you for doing this good.
p.s. I learned over the years that the best and 100% natural alternative for Immodium/loperamide is Poppy Seeds ingested by the tablespoon for gastrointestinal discomfort and diareeah. Its much more effective and a lot safer to eat 3-4 tablespoons of poppie seeds than any amount of loperamide and it doesn't matter if the seeds are washed or not b/c the logic in this is that the seeds absorb a lot of water that causes diareah but too many and you get very constipated!
I was on 205mg/day methadone, plus my 6 days carries I would double/triple dose and I came down from 205mg to 15mg (gradually) and jumped off completely at 10mg, with only benzos and codeine pills to help.
I will say this, methadone like THC is fat soluable therefore it takes a LONG TIME, months perhaps 2 months to get past the discomfort and 2 more months for the dreams and psychological torture/cravings to leave. Within 1 year or so endorphin levels will return to normal to the point a 5mg percocet will have you fucked like the first time.
Its a long jurney but I salute you for doing this good.
p.s. I learned over the years that the best and 100% natural alternative for Immodium/loperamide is Poppy Seeds ingested by the tablespoon for gastrointestinal discomfort and diareeah. Its much more effective and a lot safer to eat 3-4 tablespoons of poppie seeds than any amount of loperamide and it doesn't matter if the seeds are washed or not b/c the logic in this is that the seeds absorb a lot of water that causes diareah but too many and you get very constipated!