Well I did a rapid taper detox, I've been off my multiple pain meds for 12 days now but still feel very weak, lost about 20lbs. I was on a cocktail for just short of 5 years, Methadone, hydromorphone and oxycotin was for a short time. I'm able to eat real food now just not really hungery. Using ambien to sleep, vistriol for the akastia symptoms that still come and go and low dose of clonidine. If it wasn't for that amped up feeling I get I would be doing better it feel alot like being injected with large amount of caffeine and not sleeping for days. Not sure if anyone knows that symptom feeling or if its part of akastia. All I know I wish it would hurry up leave so I could have a normal amount of sleep. Sorry for all the whining I should be happy to finally be free. I always thought since I took what the Dr. prescribed and no more that this would of been easier but I don't think my body seemed to care lol either way. Anyways if anyone has anyore suggestions i'm open to hearing about them. I've been taking vitamin B/mag drinking ensure/boost drinks going to go try a epson salt bath and see what that does. I think i'm hoping for a miracle that can only come with time..... God Bless Rhino
