11th Issue Heroin Discussion v. So I warmed the piss up in my mouth

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shimazu said:
Feelin pretty shitty lately. starting to come to the realization my life revolves around work, drugs, sleep. All the things I used to do are just falling by the wayside (computers, girls, friends). I havent hung out with anyone in like 8 months, which Im not terribly upset about as Ive always been kind of a loner but before at least I was doing productive things. I have a decent job but its not something I want to do for the rest of my life. I could defintely see myself working in the IT field but I am so loathe to go to college as it costs so much. Basically im at a crossroads in my life where I need to pick between getting further education or just saying fuck it and keep doing drugs all the time. not trying to bring "the dark side" forum into this thread but some of you guys have to have similiar feelings. I feel like if I chill with any of my old friends theyll just always see me as a druggie, even if I stop. The only thing that keeps my spirits up are weed, opiates, and H. and music. idk where im going with this im kind of fucked up I just needed to vent I guess
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Try setting aside money from each paycheck for something other than drugs. Give yourself a "drug allowance" for each week and stick to it. I'm going to make plans with my friends so that when I get my paycheck from my new job I will have no excuse not to hang out with them. I'm glad I took a 5 day break from all opiates to break the small dependence that I had because even though I was only using every 3 days usually, I still had a small dependence which made me get a little sick by day 3. I'm hoping to take another 5 day break before using again and try to space out my use to every 4-5 days.

The dope I got today wasn't that good, so if I get anything with my paycheck it will be from a different source unless my guy from today gets a new batch. He sold the stuff today for really cheap, so I guess he knew it was sub-par product. I guess it was the cut that was making it heavy, so hopefully it wasn't anything worse than the usual cuts. As for the little chunks, I guess that just goes to show that it's not any more of an indicator of quality than color or any other physical characteristic. Sure it can mean that the dope is fire, but not always. Even like JB has mentioned, they quality of his dope has varied even when its come in that form.
 
I need some help, guys, as I don't know what to do about my other dealer with the bigger and better bags...

I mean, he changed his phone number, lost his phone or whatever and had it turned off or something, and so I'm sure he has a new phone now, but he never called me from his new number. I know another one of his customers, and she didn't get a phone call either, but she says that she's seen him around.

I drove by where he lives the other day, and sure enough, his car is there. I actually pulled into the complex, and parked next to his car for a few minutes thinking that maybe he'd come out....he didn't. The problem is that it's the fucking projects, and it's not smart to be hanging around like that for too long.

So basically:

1.) Dealer's phone has been off for weeks now. He probably has a new phone number, but lost my number, and so hasn't called me.

2.) I don't think the dealer caught a charge as he's still around and I haven't read anything in the papers or seen anything on the news.

3.) I have no other way of getting in touch with this guy, as in... no Facebook, no other mutual friends apart from that one other customer who hasn't heard anything either.

4.) I know where the dealer lives and I know the car he drives, but it's in the fucking projects and I can't be hanging out there for too long.

So.... what do? I thought about leaving a note on his car, just something quick like name and number, but I'm afraid that might piss him off. Do I just park next to his car for a while when I've got nothing on me, no drugs or drug paraphernalia, and wait for him to come out? It's so frustrating because his fucking car is RIGHT THERE. I just wish I could figure something out, man....

If I thought he caught a charge or something, it'd be different. I'd know to stay away, but it isn't like that... I'm pretty sure that he lost his phone and had it turned off or something. His bags are good and he's a pretty good dealer, but uh, he's kind of a flake sometimes too. Any advice, guys?
 
Verso, if you know his full name then check it out here to see if he caught a case. I use the NY version of that when either a dealer goes missing or someone I haven't heard from in a minute calls up asking about drugs. I only need the first 2 letters of the first and last name and it will give me a list for everyones names that starts like that, and then I can spot the name from there.

You can always pick up a pizza and drive over there, and then pretend to be delivery guy and if someone else answers and says they didn't order anything then switch something about the address when you repeat it back to them to make it seem like you accidentally went to the wrong house. Like if they live on 2012 Bluelight drive, be like "this isn't 2012 Bluelight lane?" and then you bounce.
 
Well ya that will work if he caught a charge but if he got popped and didn't catch anything it won't. As in if he flipped on someone you won't be able to find it that easy. Around here it's always hard to find drug charges because for some reason unless it's a huge bust they never post names to go along with it. If you get a dui or shoplift our something then the police report will show it but otherwise it just says "male caught with class a substance 2:34pm" most of the time.
 
Tommyboy said:
You can always pick up a pizza and drive over there, and then pretend to be delivery guy and if someone else answers and says they didn't order anything then switch something about the address when you repeat it back to them to make it seem like you accidentally went to the wrong house. Like if they live on 2012 Bluelight drive, be like "this isn't 2012 Bluelight lane?" and then you bounce.
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LOL that's actually a good idea, but he lives in an apartment complex.
 
Idk man, I probably wouldn't go leaving a note on dude's car and stalking his house out and pulling a landshark with a pizza, that might really piss him of/ bug him out. He's probably laying low, out of the game, or whatever. Sure there's a possibility that maybe he lost all of his numbers when he got the new phone. Maybe it actually broke for real or something before he had a chance to get the numbers out. Either way tho, I'd just let him be unless you run into him somewhere... I know if it were me I wouldn't like that. Then again I'm paranoid as fuck.

In other news, just got some yellow blanks from New Haven
The count doesn't impress me but it's a nice light color and it's supposedly good stuff... Haven't tried it yet, I'll report back.




Edit: Meh. Could be better could be worse.

Edit edit: wow nevermind. good dope is good. took a minute to hit me but damnnnn!
 
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^i've been getting yellow blanks, too. in fact, a friend just scooped up a bundle for us this weekend.

but i fucking hate withdrawls with a fiery passion. 1 week of ALOT of dope (with a run of opana for the week before that) = days of despair. cant even get to the doctor for my klonopin/ritalin (kpins, ritalin, weed, and alcohol is withdrawl sanity. except the shits. that's just no fun) until thursday, ran out of xanax, and my friend copped a bundle for us for my birthday on sunday......but wont let me have one until then

fucking a, man. should have went can shopping tonight. fuck it. atleast my friend smoked me up and i have a metric ton of resin.
 
jeebis said:
i fucking hate withdrawls with a fiery passion.
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You do? How come? Them fuckers are so enjoyable I can't possibly see how you'd hate them. I think you're just not giving them much of a chance. Everyone I know loves them. Weirdo. Get a load of this guy, hah he says he doesn't even like WDs... :\



(in case if anyone can't tell, no I am not serious.)
 
lol. it's like telling everyone outside that it's hot. everyone knows, but you say it anyways just because.
 
still not that old. it's actually really unnerving when i look at my age then at all the shit ive done in my time. damn i've gotten lucky *knock on wood*

but no real plans. just a bun, an 8th of some damn delightful homegrown B52, half a script of ritalin i've been saving (pseudo-speedball, anyone?), a couple kpins, and my best friend/fuck buddy is taking me to dinner at her restaurant...aka getting hooked up with a special 4 course tasting menu and wine pairing (i worked in an italian restaurant as a head waiter/sommelier for years, so this makes me all happy inside, lol).

im boring.

edit: thank fucking god i found my gabapentin. got 1500mg's of that left. one of the best thing for h and coke wd's ive ever found. it's gonna suck getting thrown back into wd's this weekend, but atleast ill have my scripts filled. worst comes to worst i trade some shit for an opana or something
 
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OH SWEET JESUS! i found an old bottle of canna-oil in my cabinet. WITHDRAWLS CAN GO SUCK A DICK.....while i just get high as fuck and not move out of my bed for a few hours.

and yea, it should be a good night. i guess we're doing all that on saturday night because we'll need a recovery day and she has to work on monday

2 serving spoons-full of some weed oil and all of my off-day music production has now turned to moombahton/"raverton"
 
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withdrawals indeed can sucka dick..

anyways i am wondering, how long does it take for yall to be through ALL of the w/d's.. for me it takes at least 2 weeks for the chills, depression, aches, and GI problems to go away, with most of the symptoms decreasing in severity by day 3 or 4, the worst of it during day 2. thats when my bones are crawling, pissing out my asshole, etc..
 
physical symptoms: 3 days MAX (im not that heavy of a user). psycological: months. worse than anything else in terms of cravings. damn near killed myself when i was blowing ~>100mg oxy a day.

and my friend is giving me one of his subutex. hell yea. just enough to get me through but not effect my saturday shenanigans.
 
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