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Greenlighter
chinky i feel you on the overdose front...just had a close buddy die earlier this month from this shit it's gettin real old
That sucks man. Your friends have a bad habit of dying on you.
cant do shit for a week straight due to various factors so ive just been real salty all day. Going to start doing some shit ive been putting off (fixing stuff around the house, exercising, reading). At least im not having withdrawals so thats a plus. Im not really an addictive personality to begin with, so I may or may not use opiates after the week is up idk yet. The fact that there is even a doubt causes me to think I will, so maybe I am addicted idk anymore its weird. Like I can go without em and not feel like shit, but I always have the thought in the back of my mind that a bag of dope or some oxy would be nice right now.
Sounds like a little bit of an addiction to me. That's how it all starts... just because you're not physically dependent doesn't mean you're not becoming mentally addicted. Then you'll start using them more and more often. Still no physical w/d symptoms but you'll begin using them more frequently than you realize until one day you won't have any and you'll start to notice just how badly you want them and realize that it's been a long time since you went more than a couple days without them. You'll say fuck it and go get some more and before you know it you'll be peeing out your ass when you haven't had any for a few days.
It's a slippery shit-slope that can grab you without you noticing until it's too late. Do yourself a favor and stick to your guns, take a little while away from opes. You'll be glad you did.
Oddly enough the "are these ludes still good ?" question has come up a few times. It all depends on how they were stored and what they look like but, let's be serious, we ask know that you're going to take them anyways. Not surprisingly not many have done ludes around here but, I would imagine that combining them with another CNS depressant could be a bad idea. Be careful man.
total mindfuck happened today. Im trying to not spend money on opiates and a guy I know who has em texts me saying "yo I need to get rid of some shit ill do half price today only"
held strong, but id be lying if I wasnt about to just say fuck it and hit up an atm.