Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
can i edge your last hinge with my oil?
fuck your drugs amirite captain
I'm a big fan of edging myself imo
NOI believe this is a testament to your spirit of life. It is also an indicator that you have experience/d anhedonia towards the thresholds of pleasures in life — perhaps some not even sexual. Captain.Heroin, is it not true that in order to feel pleasure, an equal reaction of suffering/wanting/dolor/greed must be inherent to your own personal gratification?
Go for a power walk. Hope you get sleep soon.The fucking kids woke me up and I am so pissed. I really needed a long nights sleep and they've fucked me, melatonin only works once![]()
true love is better than bouncing from man to man for drug habitsI've hit sober life rock bottom. I drank what was left of the bottom of the bottle of nyquil and the little bit of kids benadryl. This is how it's got to be?
NO
life just happens to BE suffering
and inexistence just HAPPENS to be awesome
I would say "It is what it is" (circular logicfail) so I'll say "brain wants what brain wants".
YES. I can think about death. She is lovely.Nonexistence isn't anything. It's appealing and awesome to you in your living state, but it's not anything. Query: Can you think back to the time before by which you were born?
So let me see if I can plot out the chain of events here yeah?
That about cover everything?
- You go to a thread entitled "dirtiest sexual fantasies"
- People accordingly post their dirtiest sexual fantasies
- You get real angry over the dirty sexual fantasies strangers on the internet have posted in a thread specifically asking about dirty sexual fantasies
- Now you're here whining and blaming the mods for not deleting anything you dislike instead of just not clicking on the thread
I have to say you come off pretty sheltered if it's breaking news to you that rape fantasies exist. They're very common and there's far more fucked up shit people fantasise about and admit to online. As long as anything happening IRL is between consenting adults where's the problem?
I've done rape roleplays before with most girls I've seen with because it was their fantasy, obviously since it was roleplay it was actually consensual. Plenty of fun had by all though. Much more common fantasy than you think.
Everyone is welcome in The Lounge.kudos to you for dropping in unsolicited.
YES. I can think about death. She is lovely.
Why are downers desirable? Why do people use heroin, GHB, alcohol, benzodiazepines, barbiturates etc. until the point of unconsciousness or right before?
Why do people inject ketamine?
Why do I like high dose psychedelics? I know most don't like these things.
I have an infatuation with abandoning the self. The self is a macro-illusion and it won't be MINE forever.
I don't believe in life or free will in the way most people do. We're already dying and this is an echo of what's already occurred. Much to our chagrin much seems ineffably static.But I must disagree with your point entirely. None of us know what the state of death "is", because it isn't anything. It's not even anything.