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[Jabberwocky]

^ Bunch of junkies.


No way would I poison my body with that shite. All the chemicals. No fucking way.

 

[Hylight]

If theres something positive in me staying up well its that I dont fear psychosis anymore..... as positive as that it.

you'll be fine !
i promise !

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Yeah Im not gonna stay a night up for any reason anymore. If I truly believe I deserve pain that much there are better ways to torture my schizo mind.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Thanks Hylight. Thats always the fear when a psychotic state happens. So thank you. I know Im gonna be fine I just cant and wont do stupid stim binges cause they literally fuck my mind up and even after 1 day its little psychotic and shit.

 

[Hylight]

Thanks Hylight

 

[Hylight]

something positive

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Acetone wash? Naa, never done that. The cuts that people use in my country are practically part of the high. As dangerous as they are

Source = I currently look like a corpse.

This translates to = no one even knows what our amphetamine is cause theres rcs and stuff. Like half of amphetamine paste also has meth etc alcohol. LET ME HAVE MY FUCKING ADHD MEDS!

I look like a corpse cause I feel like a corpse and shit. Im propably just so fucking dehydrated.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Yeah man stay hydrated, for your teeth too.

 

[mal3volent]

 

[Hylight]

DEFINITELY LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF WATER ♡

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I keep insta puking everything.

On a positive side I figured two things of my amphetamine (ab)use that I will change now or else I cant be doing it anymore at any level. Amphetamine use is bad on its own but with schizophrenia one should be extra careful which I havent done.

 

[Gary White]

Nitrous is FDA approved. I never see that on a can of starting fluid
The main difference is purity in grades of nitrous. The impurities like oil, metal etc. Using the right filter you can get "food grade" (Whipits) to damn near USP.

 

[SS373dOH]

Nitrous is FDA approved. I never see that on a can of starting fluid
The main difference is purity in grades of nitrous. The impurities like oil, metal etc. Using the right filter you can get "food grade" (Whipits) to damn near USP.

But I need mdma with my no2.. Cant do it alone.

Just like I needed heroin with my cocaine.

 

[LadyAlkaline]

I can sleep after a shot on my 4th night on meth. Then again, the stuff i get probably isn't top shelf.

I usually sleep on the fourth day too. It isn't the meth, you're just put putting out of dopamine and such

 

[Gary White]

--I guess a peppy herb like Jack Herer is all I can handle. I don't have 4 spare days.

 

[SS373dOH]

I usually sleep on the fourth day too. It isn't the meth, you're just put putting out of dopamine and such

Heresy !

The Good book says rest on the 7th day..

 

[Gary White]

That is a book I could believe in if they didn't have so many rules about days 1-6

 

[Hylight]

 

[Gloomp]

This is perhaps one of my most beloved photographs in all of photograph-dome.

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

I'm being literal, yes. Couldn't even take down water. Slept it off.

Is it weird that I instinctually feel kinda bad when I read about heroin not working for you lmao? Probably in relation to how godly it made me feel.