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The Wizard of the Creek said:
Look into ketamine for depression, and PTSD. I think insurance is paying for it now in the US? Read a lot of new research that is very promising. Same with MDMA, and microdose LSD, and Shrooms. You gotta check that shit out.

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Yeah he's incredibly aware of psychedelics to say the least lol.

Are you still on K right now Cap? How long did that binge go on for?
 
TRUE LIFE CONFESSIONAL

53 days of...

mostly not smoking weed, coming off meth, benzos, etc. for many many weeks now

did tons of psychedelic trips. My body is a constellation of track marks and scars.

I may have been cut out of a circle of friends because I'm toxic. Or maybe not. It's hard to tell. The not knowing is part of the fun but is also what is killing me.

BREATHE DEEP. AND EXHALE.

I could eat more. But the thing is that's all I do and I'm so sick of life.

I might be going through cannabis withdrawal and am unable to cope with it. I better have another dab and contemplate this. LOL I love how it'll probably be the last drug I do too. 8(

Ugh.

Time has stood still at certain points. I can go relive those amazing points. But mostly I just want to be done with the tedium of life.

It is said what goes up must come down. And I'm guessing this is true for psychonauts as well.
 
Yes that's why those nutters are always ranting in about set and setting I believe. As if life itself doesn't rely on such factors.

Anyways it does help to have a soft landing spot when you come back
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I don't work, I cannot support myself, I do not wish to eat. I am taking basic care of myself.

All I know is how to fuck and do drugs. It's all I'm good for.

I have totally destroyed/eliminated self-conceptions and think of others as part of myself. I totally don't care what anyone thinks about me and I don't care what I think about me.

Shit just happens and I either will or won't deal with it well.

I lost a half dozen loved ones last year, and my cat of 9 years. The grief will never leave me.

I don't want to go back on psych meds I just want to die and I don't understand why my family/friends don't understand my sincere death wish. I fear none of them "get it" and will be stuck in the mortal coil forever.

I'm quite excited to escape it forever.
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Dead people suck, grief sucks. Dead cats suck. Songs about dead cats are quite good. These are relatively usual things going on at your age, more will continue to die and that's their issue.

My dad will die , he's ignoring it though

You sound like a yank version of Swifty , Ch.




Ok fair enough getting a regular routine like work and shit would help you regulate sleep and it makes a huge difference to your morale, but fuck it dude pity party for one and then get up, shit shower shave, go stare at random furniture.

You got ppl here who will allow you to endlessly wallow, with no real seen effort to do much except stuff like this, it doesn't work nd just feeds it.

Mate, come on just one random thing that makes you smile a day and outdoors.

Fuck I dunno, slap yourself.

<3
 
DopeM said:
Yes that's why those nutters are always ranting in about set and setting I believe. As if life itself doesn't rely on such factors.

Anyways it does help to have a soft landing spot when you come back
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LOL 'THOSE NUTTERS'

yeah set and setting have a lot to do with it like

club setting, nice house, sweet, nature yes

there are some drugs that are more "set and setting" dependent than others

THOSE NUTTERS

yeah I'm one of the deep heads. I think. I like to fall unconscious on psychedelics and come to without any rational explanation about what's going on. It's um... "sick minded" is what they would probably say. "Toxic".

It could be they are just busy doing their own thing but I have been BANNED BY THE DEEP HEADS. I think.

I could go find other deep head collectives. I pretty much don't want to.

It's a sign the universe just doesn't like you and is done with you.

I'm only here to serve one purpose.
 
✿Dai₷y✿ said:
Dead people suck, grief sucks. Dead cats suck. Songs about dead cats are quite good. These are relatively usual things going on at your age, more will continue to die and that's their issue.

My dad will die , he's ignoring it though

You sound like a yank version of Swifty , Ch.




Ok fair enough getting a regular routine like work and shit would help you regulate sleep and it makes a huge difference to your morale, but fuck it dude pity party for one and then get up, shit shower shave, go stare at random furniture.

You got ppl here who will allow you to endlessly wallow, with no real seen effort to do much except stuff like this, it doesn't work nd just feeds it.

Mate, come on just one random thing that makes you smile a day and outdoors.

Fuck I dunno, slap yourself.

<3
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LOL I LOVE YOU DAISY

pity party for one DING

*eats incessantly*

I have slapped myself quite a bit and my face feels numb as fuck. The last four slaps did something but felt like cold dicks hitting my face.
 
oh god I'm coming down this sucks COFFEE TIME COFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm going to COFFEE and dab until it's gone

and then I'm going to cry and begin a real withdrawal.

And I might be in too much pain to face the outside world.
 
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