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I'm the only person in the world who can find my own suffering sexy.

And that's probably why I'm still me. :|

ouch. massive realization hurts.

In for SUCKTASTICTIME.

The inner fuck instinct is coming out of me and I'm raging to fuck. AHHH. "Cpt you're having an unhealthy amount of sex" yeah but that's like a biologically necessary thing so it's not unhealthy. I'll take your adjective for "prolific". It is.

Still ringing. Wow. Better dab and watch a film for fun.
 
when I sober up I'll probably be

1) cutting myself
2) burning myself
3) yelling a lot
4) fucking a lot

or some bizarre manic combination of the above.

I'm quite anxious caffeine and antihistamines aren't going to work to keep my sick mind at bay.
 
✿Dai₷y✿ said:
I am now a tree though.

You should have spoken earlier!

I have to leaf now and. Ranch into the world.

Hope u get a root.
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I wish I was a tree. I'd just reach my leaves out to the sun and let the doggos bork under me, the birds land on my leaves and nest. it would be beautiful.

instead I'm a fucking irrational erratic drug addled animal and I fucking hate myself.

Oh that's ok though I have drugs. FOUND A DRUG I forgot I had.

It's not GOOD though so I may have to be grinning and bearing it a while.
 
The Wizard of the Creek said:
Nope, Daisy, I’ve never been here. I am and have been on D-F for about 8 years now. Got an account here after D-F can’t pay for much needed upgrades and has been down every other day for the last few months. Being on two drug forums is what I’m hopeful for, but members on DF need a forum that is reliable and able to log onto. I can only give them what I already do every month. Plus I like it here, you can be silly and post and post. There, I do as much research as I can. Sometimes I spend a week on researching a particular thing just for one post. I usually get perfect reputation points for those posts. Both forums have their specific qualities I like. There I’m all homework and here I feel more silly. I also understand that because of the nature of forums like BL and DF lives could be at risk. I take that very seriously.
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Do you know nose candiez?
 
Dear Doggos,

I might be in a state where I attempt suicide soon especially because my mental health is FLUSH in toilet, fam's, loved ones, my cat, friends died last year, all I have is caffeine and antihistamines.

The only psychedelics I have are truly traumatizing like deliriants.

Fun right.

Maybe removing myself from reality just a smidge will help.

If not I'll die in this one and it was real doggos, it was real fun. Til next time the mindwheeltimeloop comes around,
CH

p.s. I am listening to power electronics and harsh noise walls really loudly and/or watching a movie. Likely will end up in the movie Begotten if I time travel accordingly.

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I'm just a soul whose intentions are good, oh lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.
 
Some 20k or something? I have no idea, it's too much. All I know is I got banned there because people took a new unknown drug for a new playtoy and decided they should take 2-3 dosages all at once, I said they should take it slow and not be idiots, got called a bunch of names, I in return called them sheople, which pissed of Alfa and he had to ban me.

Forever fucked in my book, keep on swimming.
 
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