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I AM SO TOXIC THAT

I got a political text and I told them to go kill themselves.

Youtube asked me if I wanted to try YoutubeTV for free and I screamed all sorts of expletives at a screen.

Every day I wake up crying and planning suicide until I manage to snap out of it.
 
PtahTek said:
Exactly why some get on it and it gets out of control. Dependence is real with this stuff so one has to be very careful with dosing.
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O Shit !!! Just like everything else :LOL: I went from Morphine all the way down to Norco, looking for the Safe opiate :sneaky:, But have still found dependence. = When I suddenly stop using I go in to withdrawals ( even from low dose 30-40mgs/day , I hope that is Low??)
I guess, all addicts are looking for the Holy Grail , able to get high all we want and stop when ever we want with no negative side effects ???
 
Iceman1216 said:
O Shit !!! Just like everything else :LOL: I went from Morphine all the way down to Norco, looking for the Safe opiate :sneaky:, But have still found dependence. = When I suddenly stop using I go in to withdrawals ( even from low dose 30-40mgs/day , I hope that is Low??)
I guess, all addicts are looking for the Holy Grail , able to get high all we want and stop when ever we want with no negative side effects ???
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ic coke is the holy grail.

imo nothing comes close but ur 1 step from death so your playing with fire, iv shot fent done md etc, best is iv coke. danger danger
 
Pretty much I need a man w/ a high testosterone drive like MADNESS/MAL <3<3 love mah bois so masculine

and I totes got just that and it was fucking hot, like best sex ever and it is ONE NOTCH BETTER than WHORELLA DEVILLE. LOL I am so going to have to forget my nickkname for him if he ever comes back.
 
ah fuck guys I have to go make breakfast, eat, shit, and then try to feel better about myself.

I just want to die IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK. One of my fam members knows I'm suicidal or maybe I told them. I don't really care if I live or die because I'm likely already dead and know I've already died. So um. Yeah.

Fun times.

I seriously cannot even afford food that's a good feeling.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
honestly it always feels like crap to me but I was more of a meth guy

trust me high-potency/end-game psychedelics are where it's at.
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done them all mate, dmt etc, im not bigging myself up im just stating what all iv done

and nothing compares to 50ish plus % coke iv, insane

you know how hard it was for me not to go to my chemist and get pins and bang my shit? i wrestle with myself every time,
 
bremkat said:
done them all mate, dmt etc, im not bigging myself up im just stating what all iv done

and nothing compares to 50ish plus % coke iv, insane

you know how hard it was for me not to go to my chemist and get pins and bang my shit? i wrestle with myself every time,
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oh yeah I have like 300 needles lying around I'm the worst with needles. I didn't use one for like 5+ years. And then my ex died and my hope in life went with him. That was utterly traumatic for me.

I don't know if you've tried K. DMT is really far out and scary dying feeling. I like a pleasant welcoming death feel so I try to avoid DMT now but I might dance with that devil again. I'm kind of scared to, to be honest.

bremkat said:
just done 0.12 line, nom nom, thanks to all you guys that are conversing with me :)
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well thanks for joining us in the abyss bro we always love company here

I have to go eat :(
 
Captain.Heroin said:
oh yeah I have like 300 needles lying around I'm the worst with needles. I didn't use one for like 5+ years. And then my ex died and my hope in life went with him. That was utterly traumatic for me.

I don't know if you've tried K. DMT is really far out and scary dying feeling. I like a pleasant welcoming death feel so I try to avoid DMT now but I might dance with that devil again. I'm kind of scared to, to be honest.


well thanks for joining us in the abyss bro we always love company here

I have to go eat :(
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speak soon bro!!
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I normally don't sleep but I had to, because I fucked up a lot of shit and needed some perspective shifts. I feel terrible now.
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Awww Captain.
Give me a hug. It will be okay.
Hope you feel better soon.
Drink some water honey.
get hydrated.

You did go off the rails a bit but all is well.
Things have a way of working themselves out.
Don’t you worry Love.
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Painful One said:
Awww Captain.
Give me a hug. It will be okay.
Hope you feel better soon.
Drink some water honey.
get hydrated.

You did go off the rails a bit but all is well.
Things have a way of working themselves out.
Don’t you worry Love.
😘
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Hun the only thing that is bringing me joy this morning is thinking about you me and madness in a 3some.

Thank you for being you and talking stuff out w/ me.
 
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