EphemeralOutlet141
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Lately I've either been awake or having intense dreams that make me feel awake
Lately I've either been awake or having intense dreams that make me feel awake
What dreams have you been having?
I KNOW I sleep away day/afternoon to late evening way too often now and it's making me sick and tired of having used hypnotics "as needed" because the rebound is lasting forever. It makes going on/off round the clock anxiolytics like a joke.Being awake early sucks. Fuck it.
dude i tried doing something 7 times the other day and it should have dawned on me the 1st time it wasn't going to workBwahahaha you know you stoned when you put your hot cup of coffee in the fridge while you busy in the kitchen
most of my dreams involve me being murdered or dying. or suicide. or being pursued. nor not being able to use drugs.Just a lot of super weird but oddly normal and familiar shit. As if I don't go to sleep and instead transfer to a parallel dimension where I continue living until I wake back up in mine.
Last few included things like: being attacked by someone in my house and killing them brutally, having sex with a friend from HS then pimping her out to other people, and sitting on my porch watching Earth be swallowed by a black hole.
Those are some of the more explicitly intense ones that I remember. I can usually lucid dream, but for the past few weeks they fool me and I think it's all real.
All is well.
ch-life-ruiner in a tiny film strip lul^^^ got quite a bit of bupe if you want. Jk...
Too late for bupe for me now lol
Im down not up. Scored bupre and lyrica, waiting for lyrica to hit listening to this fucking banger.
Little whine for the end. I dont like the fact that my stressed look is "im going to kill You" but Atleast im used to it.
Just a lot of super weird but oddly normal and familiar shit. As if I don't go to sleep and instead transfer to a parallel dimension where I continue living until I wake back up in mine.
Last few included things like: being attacked by someone in my house and killing them brutally, having sex with a friend from HS then pimping her out to other people, and sitting on my porch watching Earth be swallowed by a black hole.
Those are some of the more explicitly intense ones that I remember. I can usually lucid dream, but for the past few weeks they fool me and I think it's all real.
,My friend whos brother is sitting for a double murder calls me "little psychopath"interesting artist choice
i once made a noise parody using some of their stuff
Read my ramblings and youll never get bored!interesting artist choice
i once made a noise parody using some of their stuff
i like bad bois who want to reform,My friend whos brother is sitting for a double murder calls me "little psychopath"
Your novel is one of those big-brain reads am I right?yeah I'm reading my own novel and it touches/goes from boredom/good/banal/pedantic... jfc
love you too bro, I love everyone now that I had this experience.I love you